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well, i'm heading to work in about an hour. i threw kaylee off the bed about 5 times last night (i just pushed her off because she was crowding my space...which is limited on a twin). i felt bad, so i called her up here this morning, and she's been laying with me for about 45 minutes. then someone came threw the door, so she had to go inspect the situation. she's more of a dog than a cat. and my parents have a dog that's more of a cat than a dog. lol
i have an interview tomorrow that i'm really excited about. this could, quite possibly, be the thing that we need in order to be not just surviving, but able to actually live. i'm really looking forward to this possibility.
i slept alright. had bad dreams...i'm so tired of those. i've been having them for about 2 months now, and i've about had my fill for a lifetime. they're sad and disturbing dreams that rob me of restful sleep. and i'm just so done.
craig and i watched while you were sleeping the other night. {sigh} i just love that movie. craig laughed at me during it for all my sighing and heart clutching. lol who is this gurl?
please keep one of my dearest friends in your thoughts and prayers. her name is amy, and she didn't post today...which is terribly unusual...as in, it's never happened. so i'm worried about her and have no way of contacting her right now. thanks.
this week has overall been good. i was overly emotional, but it's pms related, so it's slightly forgivable. overall i feel pretty good about the week looking back over it. i was able to get many things bought, we got an apartment, and we have a set move-out day...so i think this week is pretty huge...not just in our marriage, but in our life together. i re-realized my need for craig, and that no matter how i try i just can't do it alone. and so overall, it was a productive time. :D also, the weather has changed - it's gone from cold to hot, overnight, as it always does in arizona. it's partly good (because i'm so tired of being cold at softball, but it's bad, because i dread the hot, hot days - when it's 100 by 9.m., or earlier. this body of mine doesn't tan very well, and swimming WILL be part of my life this year - my parents have a pool, we have a pool at the complex, and his parents have a pool. i don't think i can get out of it much longer....
anyway, loves to you all.
i have an interview tomorrow that i'm really excited about. this could, quite possibly, be the thing that we need in order to be not just surviving, but able to actually live. i'm really looking forward to this possibility.
i slept alright. had bad dreams...i'm so tired of those. i've been having them for about 2 months now, and i've about had my fill for a lifetime. they're sad and disturbing dreams that rob me of restful sleep. and i'm just so done.
craig and i watched while you were sleeping the other night. {sigh} i just love that movie. craig laughed at me during it for all my sighing and heart clutching. lol who is this gurl?
please keep one of my dearest friends in your thoughts and prayers. her name is amy, and she didn't post today...which is terribly unusual...as in, it's never happened. so i'm worried about her and have no way of contacting her right now. thanks.
this week has overall been good. i was overly emotional, but it's pms related, so it's slightly forgivable. overall i feel pretty good about the week looking back over it. i was able to get many things bought, we got an apartment, and we have a set move-out day...so i think this week is pretty huge...not just in our marriage, but in our life together. i re-realized my need for craig, and that no matter how i try i just can't do it alone. and so overall, it was a productive time. :D also, the weather has changed - it's gone from cold to hot, overnight, as it always does in arizona. it's partly good (because i'm so tired of being cold at softball, but it's bad, because i dread the hot, hot days - when it's 100 by 9.m., or earlier. this body of mine doesn't tan very well, and swimming WILL be part of my life this year - my parents have a pool, we have a pool at the complex, and his parents have a pool. i don't think i can get out of it much longer....
anyway, loves to you all.