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i'm at my parents house - i just didn't feel like going back to craig's parents house after work today. i really don't know why. there's no real reason...so i got caught up on all my computer stuff while my mom talked to my grandma. then i read all of your entries - and commented here and there. i loved having so much to read today. i don't know why. :)
tomorrow, i'm hoping to finish the last four pages of the magazine tomorrow - minus those who still owe me articles (not a guilt trip, i promise!). i need to print on saturday, and get them all ready to go for monday. on monday, i'm going to mail out the first issue and the second issue at the same time. this is because i finished the first issue so late, i didn't want to send it out then, and have to send out the next issue two weeks later. oh well, says i, i will take care of that with this, and then i'll be on top of it from here on out. the one thing i've noticed in my own mind is that time doesn't slow down when you're sick. i still have these deadlines even though i've been bedridden several times over for the last several months. sucky. but it's giving me a sense of responsibility that i appreciate - to know that i have to keep doing this because it's what i need to be doing right now gives me the motivation to finish it - on time - from here on out.
i've been feeling rejected from the workforce lately. it's been rough, no denying that. i've been denied job after job, and i finally have to wonder if this where God wants me afterall? i just can't tell...i don't know if i should go back to the office world or what. at least i could get a job when i applied...hmm...
i truly do enjoy working at my current job - even if i have been feeling rather rejected and denied there as well. it's something that i generally look forward to, and i typically don't like to leave. so, that's a great thing, and i feel very blessed by that. i just wish that it made more money.
my car is working wonderfully too. i feel really blessed by that - and even though i can't wait to get a new one - i'm so grateful that this one runs, gets me to where i need to be, and doesn't break down at all anymore. i'll never own a nissan again, Lord willing, but i'm grateful and thankful for that.
i'm thankful for craig. he loves me so much. i've never met anyone who loves me the way that he does. he takes care of me, and truly cares about the constant condition of my heart. he's sensitive and perceptive. i appreciate those things.
i'm grateful for birth control and anti-depressants. i forgot both today at home, and let me tell you, the difference was unbelievable. i was (in my head) so much more edgy than i've been in so long - it was really interesting to see that. i'm hoping i don't get sick tomorrow because of it (missing it) - but it really makes me thankful that these things are in my life.
i am really thankful for each of you. you all add something to my life that i enjoy and you each bring me smiles almost daily. i appreciate all of you, and thank you for being a part of my life. :D
tomorrow, i'm hoping to finish the last four pages of the magazine tomorrow - minus those who still owe me articles (not a guilt trip, i promise!). i need to print on saturday, and get them all ready to go for monday. on monday, i'm going to mail out the first issue and the second issue at the same time. this is because i finished the first issue so late, i didn't want to send it out then, and have to send out the next issue two weeks later. oh well, says i, i will take care of that with this, and then i'll be on top of it from here on out. the one thing i've noticed in my own mind is that time doesn't slow down when you're sick. i still have these deadlines even though i've been bedridden several times over for the last several months. sucky. but it's giving me a sense of responsibility that i appreciate - to know that i have to keep doing this because it's what i need to be doing right now gives me the motivation to finish it - on time - from here on out.
i've been feeling rejected from the workforce lately. it's been rough, no denying that. i've been denied job after job, and i finally have to wonder if this where God wants me afterall? i just can't tell...i don't know if i should go back to the office world or what. at least i could get a job when i applied...hmm...
i truly do enjoy working at my current job - even if i have been feeling rather rejected and denied there as well. it's something that i generally look forward to, and i typically don't like to leave. so, that's a great thing, and i feel very blessed by that. i just wish that it made more money.
my car is working wonderfully too. i feel really blessed by that - and even though i can't wait to get a new one - i'm so grateful that this one runs, gets me to where i need to be, and doesn't break down at all anymore. i'll never own a nissan again, Lord willing, but i'm grateful and thankful for that.
i'm thankful for craig. he loves me so much. i've never met anyone who loves me the way that he does. he takes care of me, and truly cares about the constant condition of my heart. he's sensitive and perceptive. i appreciate those things.
i'm grateful for birth control and anti-depressants. i forgot both today at home, and let me tell you, the difference was unbelievable. i was (in my head) so much more edgy than i've been in so long - it was really interesting to see that. i'm hoping i don't get sick tomorrow because of it (missing it) - but it really makes me thankful that these things are in my life.
i am really thankful for each of you. you all add something to my life that i enjoy and you each bring me smiles almost daily. i appreciate all of you, and thank you for being a part of my life. :D