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Jeez I think I might just be the most confused person in the world.
I want to be HOME in my own bed, a clean house, for free.
I like living with Jeremy, sure we squabble but it lasts about 2 seconds before one of us apologizes.
I feel so sad and lonely when I see people together or I think about old times with old loves.
I feel so relieved that I don't have to deal with the shit I see people dealing with and when I think about the shit I dealt with.
I know I could be an amazing student, I could probably pull off a scholarship even at this late stage, go to prestigious college, and make lots of money.
I know how much I hate school, I know how much I don't want to go through anymore school, I know how much I hate working for something that means nothing to me, and money won't buy me happiness.
Someone figure out what I want and who I am.
I want to be HOME in my own bed, a clean house, for free.
I like living with Jeremy, sure we squabble but it lasts about 2 seconds before one of us apologizes.
I feel so sad and lonely when I see people together or I think about old times with old loves.
I feel so relieved that I don't have to deal with the shit I see people dealing with and when I think about the shit I dealt with.
I know I could be an amazing student, I could probably pull off a scholarship even at this late stage, go to prestigious college, and make lots of money.
I know how much I hate school, I know how much I don't want to go through anymore school, I know how much I hate working for something that means nothing to me, and money won't buy me happiness.
Someone figure out what I want and who I am.