Nothing really just whining.
-Sigh-
I have a nasty taste in my mouth
I haven't slept at all
I just took a shower & cried & cried
I fucking HATE crying.
I'm not quite sure what I'm feeling right now, just a bit numb I guess. Nothing lasts forever. No matter how much you want it to. :|.
And part of my brain's going 'Omfgz don't be stoopid we'll fix it we always fix everything! :B'
But that's how I felt about dating 'Davey/Mikey'. And when the day came where we couldn't fix everything because she didn't want to it hurt so bad. So I'm not going to hold that mindset about any relationship ever again. If I can even be bothered wth them.
I'm sick to death of bickering, not feeling free, & hurting over complex things that people tell me I'm not allowed to be upset over.
IDK.
I'ma just do mah hair :B. I'm so pretty teehee.
I miss her.
I have a nasty taste in my mouth
I haven't slept at all
I just took a shower & cried & cried
I fucking HATE crying.
I'm not quite sure what I'm feeling right now, just a bit numb I guess. Nothing lasts forever. No matter how much you want it to. :|.
And part of my brain's going 'Omfgz don't be stoopid we'll fix it we always fix everything! :B'
But that's how I felt about dating 'Davey/Mikey'. And when the day came where we couldn't fix everything because she didn't want to it hurt so bad. So I'm not going to hold that mindset about any relationship ever again. If I can even be bothered wth them.
I'm sick to death of bickering, not feeling free, & hurting over complex things that people tell me I'm not allowed to be upset over.
IDK.
I'ma just do mah hair :B. I'm so pretty teehee.
I miss her.