saltyness..................fuck it!

Oct 23, 2005 14:44

salty------------> when and individual is not actually hating but yet actions r negative...... so fuck it.............is what i say to all the salty people in my life! why is it that when i am actually happy every one else is salty over it.?

my ex Ian is fuckin salty that i am with ke-ke he feels it necessary to confide/gossip to my "friends" about our break-up. he will never ever understand that i left him so he could find a 100% straight female. he was a good man but he deserves better atleast a woman that wants all of him. but the only way he can sleep at night is to feel that i left him for a woman and or thata female was the cause to all our problems ..........he will never open his eyes to see that he contributed to our demise. so now he deems it necessary to find a female in my circle. 2 of my friend have came to me stating he is trying to fuck and or wanting them to hook him up. i mean he is not an ugly guy so why can he no leave my circle alone? bitter ass! he swears that ke-ke is ruling my life and making me abandon my peoples ....... fuck that when i was with him he never brain washed me so y woudl i let another.

leslie acts salty yet she swears she does not care.......come the fuck on........ if u did not i would not get the sour looks, side ass comments and the cold brush offs and so on . and whats so fucking hurtful is that i was on some depression shit one day and about to pour out to her and off all things i get "karma is a bitch"...........wwwwwwwwwhat!. before i vent let me recap................
we met ke-ke at the same time . except she said i want to turn around a talk to her. to make a long story short............ we all became cool and ke-ke and i became an item. i was told that i did her dirty b/c she was the one that wanted to turn around and talk to her. yet she had plenty times alone with her before we fucked, and she never told me she liked. yes i did wrong i was suppose to read her mind and leave ke-ke alone. but she never said anything about her ever again after the first night. yeah i see where i was wrong but its done and i apologized. but thru my apology i got a clear look at her perception of me and it blew my mind! and made me question things.

ashley is not salty she just feels like ke-ke and i r rushing in and we too damn sappy. i agree! but hey it makes me smile. she may be a lame but i like what i like and i have a history of dating lames. shit some consider me lame for not drinking or smoking or doing social events......... but fuck it i like me and i love that person that can step out the norm or just loves whatever they do be it mainstream or side street.
i honor my people opinions and love there thoughts. but as for saltyness get the fuck over it. i will never choose her over my homeys but what happened has happened . so either except or move the fuck on. yeah i have lied about what ke-ke and i do b/c damn . every time i mention her name or some shit about us its some side ass comment. and when we r together play fussing or just holding hands its some shit like " damn she grown' or" is it that serious"?.

yeah she is staying with me untill she handle her issue. shit it aint like its for free i am a lil wiser than that..give me a lil fuckin credit. we r fucking, in a relationship ....but we aint on some love shit or forever shit..............i know they think iam being played for a fool and all. but if thats the case be concerned and talk to me if u think oe see that i am being used and u r a friend make me see too!

there were several times attemped to address it .......yet all i get is its not that seriouse and a simple brush off.
the sad thing is that when i needed a shoulder , i received repressed attitude.............instead of setting current issues aside and being there....................oh well i know better now
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