Walking the Line
Have you ever had to give council to someone that you felt for personally? Have you ever had to council that someone on how to deal with their shitty boyfriend when you'd much rather just kiss them? It's horrible. I really wish sometimes I didn't have such a good ear to listen with. I was chatting with a friend just recently when she told me how sad it made her that her boyfriend wasn't more affectionate sometimes, and how much she missed us and all. I just sat here, at my computer, wondering why I didn't have a girlfriend I could console. Of course I don't have to wonder long, I know the answer, but the reason that I haven't motivated myself to do something about it still eludes me. I've heard lots of people delude themselves every day. I suppose I'm a perfect example. Self-delusional, egotistical, hopeless romantic seeks geek-loving down-to-earth sweetheart. Somehow I feel that wouldn't go over well.