Jun 26, 2004 01:05
I had a really strange dream last night. Nia got hit by a car, and died. It was a really busy road, not quite a highway, though, in a wooded area. But it definetely wouldn't be a road she should be walking on. And I saw the whole thing, but from a "bird's eye view". Strange.
Have you ever realized how much sex is on TV? I watched "My So Called Life" today, and it was about Angela not being ready to have sex with Jordan. Then, I watched "Roseanne", and it was about Mark not having sex with Becky anymore.
I've been thinking too much lately. About love. How is it that pretty much everyone finds someone they want to spend the rest of their lives with? And, since there's "the perfect person for everyone", isn't it ironic that they would come across this person in their short lifetime? Or, maybe it's all predetermined, and it's arranged so you'll find the person eventually. I don't fucking know. It's all too weird.
That weird feeling is coming back again. I haven't really felt it since the whole Andy fiasco. All I want to do is cry.
Question of the day: Do you believe in love?