smierc

Oct 16, 2003 18:02

Smierc is polish for death.And it needs and accent on the C but im using a non-polish keyboard of course...
My mother died on Tuesday, October 14th at 1:30pm.
To watch someone die is a strange yet very intense experience.
I held her hand until her last breath.Her last wish was that i be there with her when her mind leaves her body, so i think she died peacefully.I am very sad, of course, yet i am happy at the same time.Her sufferings are over.She is free.

i have been writing a zine about my experience, and i wrote the last page yesterday.
When i get back to Montreal,i will put it all together and publish it.
My exile is almost over:)
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