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I'm in Bangalore, with my mango smoothie, and 2 friends by the names of Clara and Kira. As usual, I am busily entertaining the group with my sarcastic remarks and brutal honesty.
Cafe Coffee Day puts ot their own fun little newspaper/magazine type thing, presumably to make you stay longer and order more. We look down to see that it has your horoscope for 2006. I look up mine, and just as I'm mocking Clara's, I see the advice it gives me for this year:
Forget about your "flamboyant self" that you project to the world, and just let your true self show.
This has been driving me mad. Lets say that for as long as you can remember, you have been the entertainer. The flamboyant one. The one who's always there with the bitchy remark or the backhanded compliment, to amuse the uninvolved parties. Would there even be a dividing line between that and your true self anymore? Or would you just be "that sarcastic one"? The "comic relief", the antagonist?
Anyone who's watched more than 10 min. of Dr. Phil (not that I'm admitting to that), could tell you that a person like that probably has a fair few insecurities.
I'm just scared of waking up alone one day, when everyone else is too busy living life to laugh. Or care.
Ok, forget all that, I'm prolly just tired.
Cafe Coffee Day puts ot their own fun little newspaper/magazine type thing, presumably to make you stay longer and order more. We look down to see that it has your horoscope for 2006. I look up mine, and just as I'm mocking Clara's, I see the advice it gives me for this year:
Forget about your "flamboyant self" that you project to the world, and just let your true self show.
This has been driving me mad. Lets say that for as long as you can remember, you have been the entertainer. The flamboyant one. The one who's always there with the bitchy remark or the backhanded compliment, to amuse the uninvolved parties. Would there even be a dividing line between that and your true self anymore? Or would you just be "that sarcastic one"? The "comic relief", the antagonist?
Anyone who's watched more than 10 min. of Dr. Phil (not that I'm admitting to that), could tell you that a person like that probably has a fair few insecurities.
I'm just scared of waking up alone one day, when everyone else is too busy living life to laugh. Or care.
Ok, forget all that, I'm prolly just tired.