Girls... psh...
I haven't written on this thing in months. Whoa. There was a time when I wrote sometimes 2 or 3 times a day! Strange how time changes and things change to make our priorities different.
Slight update: Second semester at Seminary in New Brunswick, NJ is going and is much more... stressed than the last. Who knows why this is. Maybe it's the spring semester feel in general. Maybe it's the weather. Who knows.
Still working at the Reformed Church of Highland Park. Great stuff going on there. I love it.
I realized tonight how hard relationships are. I know I don't talk much- it's one of my flaws. It gets harder to talk when I'm tired and when I'm in a bad mood. I don't know how to fix this.
Relationships are also harder when it's long distance. All of my relationships since high school (including the last "real" relationship I had that was IN high school, beginning of senior year) have been long distance. That's right folks. Since Summer of 1999, all of my relationships have been long distance in one form or another. Even those that occured AT college or camp have had the cloud of distance hanging over them. What.Is.That.About??
I've never known what it's like to meet someone in a "local" situation and "casually" date. It's just never been on my radar (or able to be). Some would argue that I'm not missing anything.
It's just weird. And I'm just trying to get my thoughts out.
I need a therapist.
blue flame-tailed tigers.
Slight update: Second semester at Seminary in New Brunswick, NJ is going and is much more... stressed than the last. Who knows why this is. Maybe it's the spring semester feel in general. Maybe it's the weather. Who knows.
Still working at the Reformed Church of Highland Park. Great stuff going on there. I love it.
I realized tonight how hard relationships are. I know I don't talk much- it's one of my flaws. It gets harder to talk when I'm tired and when I'm in a bad mood. I don't know how to fix this.
Relationships are also harder when it's long distance. All of my relationships since high school (including the last "real" relationship I had that was IN high school, beginning of senior year) have been long distance. That's right folks. Since Summer of 1999, all of my relationships have been long distance in one form or another. Even those that occured AT college or camp have had the cloud of distance hanging over them. What.Is.That.About??
I've never known what it's like to meet someone in a "local" situation and "casually" date. It's just never been on my radar (or able to be). Some would argue that I'm not missing anything.
It's just weird. And I'm just trying to get my thoughts out.
I need a therapist.
blue flame-tailed tigers.