AAHAHHAHAHHAH!
I'm seriously eating myself alive not having anything to do. No job. No car. No license, actually, but I'm in drivers ed right now... I need a project that i can do that can consume a lot of time but either within walking/biking distance or at mi casa. I'm having difficulties thinking of anything and i'm getting irritable being so pent up. *sigh*
I can clean and organize stuff at my house and that's really all there is i can think of. oh, i can work out. haha. right. i'm not hurt anymore and i can move again, but i've been dead weight for 2 months and i tried running today for about 20minutes and it hurt like hell in my chest. i came home and went on my dad stationary bike for another 20minutes instead. at least it didn't hurt.
so, running was depressing and i feel like a useless lump with nothing to do.
the irony is killing me. Really. i'm so busy during the school year and i've got 30 hours worth of stuff to do each day, and now that i've got more time than i can handle, no tengo nada hacer. everyone has been here. i don't want to go back to school and feel like i completely wasted my summer. which i'm doing. my mom is checking at her work if there's any bitch work i can do... aka filing papers and such. but i'll take it if i can get it. there's motivation in that: $. No motivation however, to clean my garage. which is all i've been able to think of really in the way of projects. i'm going to try and get my discovery set up. but as of now... not happening. i'll be really happy if i can get that worked out though.
right.
I can clean and organize stuff at my house and that's really all there is i can think of. oh, i can work out. haha. right. i'm not hurt anymore and i can move again, but i've been dead weight for 2 months and i tried running today for about 20minutes and it hurt like hell in my chest. i came home and went on my dad stationary bike for another 20minutes instead. at least it didn't hurt.
so, running was depressing and i feel like a useless lump with nothing to do.
the irony is killing me. Really. i'm so busy during the school year and i've got 30 hours worth of stuff to do each day, and now that i've got more time than i can handle, no tengo nada hacer. everyone has been here. i don't want to go back to school and feel like i completely wasted my summer. which i'm doing. my mom is checking at her work if there's any bitch work i can do... aka filing papers and such. but i'll take it if i can get it. there's motivation in that: $. No motivation however, to clean my garage. which is all i've been able to think of really in the way of projects. i'm going to try and get my discovery set up. but as of now... not happening. i'll be really happy if i can get that worked out though.
right.