I'm Terrified
I'm sitting and waiting for a call. Hope is really all I can hold on to right now. That and just waiting, which is killing me beyond belief. Tom and I aren't doing very well right now and I'm waiting for his to call so if we can talk and see if we can work things out. I'm such a head case and I really feel like I've driven him away and he's either giving up or already has. I also feel like me bringing up all the ocd thoughts in my girlish head last night provoked him to think things should stop between us.
WHY DO I ALWAYS DO THIS????? WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME??
I can't drive him away. I'm going to change and I hope it's not too late. If he's given up I know it's my fault. I just don't know what I'll do. He just can't give up...
Can he?
WHY DO I ALWAYS DO THIS????? WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME??
I can't drive him away. I'm going to change and I hope it's not too late. If he's given up I know it's my fault. I just don't know what I'll do. He just can't give up...
Can he?