Well. You know what? It's only fair. All the t.A.T.u. songs were Axel, of COURSE all the P!nk ones would be Roxas.
Who Knew
( This is so angry and so heartbroken, it makes me think of Roxas reflecting on Axel, after his death. *clings to them both* )
You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh, that's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah-huh, that's right
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
'Cause they're all wrong
I know better
'Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew?
Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool?
Oh no, no no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you friend
I'd give anything
When someone said count your blessings now
'Fore they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still, you said forever
And ever
Who knew?
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
(Until we meet again)
And I won't forget you, my friend
What happened?
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
'Cause they're all wrong and
That last kiss
I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes
It harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep
Your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew?
My darling
My darling
Who knew?
My darling
I miss you
My darling
Who knew?
Who knew?
Long Way to Happy
( And yeah, I know what it's really about. But every time I look at it...all I can think is things like, Literally six weeks, hahahaha, oh, ow. )
One night to you
Lasted six weeks for me
Just a bitter little pill now
Just to try to go to sleep
No more waking up to innocence
Say hello to hesitance
To everyone I meet
Thanks to you, years ago
I guess I'll never know
What love means to me but oh
I'll keep on rolling down this road
But I've got a bad, bad feeling
It's gonna take a long time to love
It's gonna take a lot to hold on
It's gonna be a long way to happy, yeah
Left in the pieces that you broke me into
Torn apart but now I've got to
Keep on rolling like a stone
'Cause it's gonna be a long, long way to happy
Left my childhood behind
In a roll-away bed
Everything was so damn simple
Now I'm losing my head
Trying to cover up the damage
And pad out all the bruises
Do you know I had it
So it didn't hurt to lose it?
Didn't hurt to lose it, no but oh
I'll keep on rolling down this road
But I've got a bad, bad feeling
It's gonna take a long time to love
It's gonna take a lot to hold on
It's gonna be a long way to happy, yeah
Left in the pieces that you broke me into
Torn apart but now I've got to
Keep on rolling like a stone
'Cause it's gonna be a long, long way
Now I'm numb as hell and I can't feel a thing
But don't worry about regret or guilt
'Cause I never knew your name
I just want to thank you, thank you
From the bottem of my heart
For all the sleepless nights
And for tearing me apart, yeah, yeah
It's gonna take a long time to love
It's gonna take a lot to hold on
It's gonna be a long way to happy, yeah
Left in the pieces that you broke me into
Torn apart but now I've got to
Keep on rolling like a stone
'Cause it's gonna be a long, long way...
It's gonna take a long time to love
It's gonna take a lot to hold on
It's gonna be a long, long, long, long way to happy, yeah
Left in the pieces that you broke me into
Torn apart but now I've got to
Keep on rolling like a stone
'Cause it's gonna be a long, long way to happy
Leave Me Alone (I'm Lonely)
( This is the most adorably bratty song ever. And it wins, because it's totally Roxas, with all of his contradictions and newfound-Aquarius-ness. Also, on a Kay-san's-and-now-my-Roxas note, the obsession with taste is noted. Her Roxas actually said something almost exactly like that to that to my Axel, who was picking on Namine. He likes it when Axel's a jerk, but too much of any one flavor, he said, gets boring. So. ♥ )
Go away, give me a chance to miss you
Say goodbye, it'll make me wanna kiss you
I love you so much more when you're not here
Watchin' all the bad shows, drinking all of my beer
I don't believe Adam and Eve
Spent every goddamned day together
If you give me some room,
There will be enough room for two
Tonight
Leave me alone, I'm lonely
Alone, I'm lonely
I'm tired
Leave me alone, I'm lonely
Alone, I'm lonely
Tonight
I don't wanna wake up with another
But I don't wanna always wake up with you either
No, you can't hop into my shower
All I ask for is one fucking hour
You taste so sweet, but I can't eat
The same thing every day
Cuttin' off the phone, leave me the fuck alone
Tomorrow, I'll be begging you to come home
Tonight
Leave me alone, I'm lonely
Alone, I'm lonely
I'm tired
Leave me alone, I'm lonely
Alone, I'm lonely
Tonight
Go away, come back
Go away, come back
Why can't I just have it both ways?
Go away, come back
Go away, come back
I wish you knew the difference
Go away, come back
Go away, give me a chance to miss you
Say goodbye, it'll make me wanna kiss you
Go away, give me a chance to miss you
Say goodbye, it'll make me wanna kiss you
Go away, give me a chance to miss you
Say goodbye, it'll make me wanna kiss you
Tonight
Leave me alone, I'm lonely
Alone, I'm lonely
I'm tired
Leave me alone, I'm lonely
Alone, I'm lonely
Tonight
Go away, give me a chance to miss you
Leave me alone, I'm lonely
Alone, I'm lonely
Say goodbye, it'll make me want to kiss you
I'm tired
Go away, give me a chance to miss you
Leave me alone, I'm lonely
Alone, I'm lonely
Say goodbye, it'll make me want to kiss you
Tonight
Go away, give me a chance to miss you
Say goodbye
And, zomg, one that's not JUST Roxas's POV.
I'm Not Dead
( This is just...gorgeous. And I love the whole theme of it, of course, because Nobodies really, really aren't dead. Though I kind of want to see this one as a video for Fatal Frame III: The Tormented. ♥ Because of the tattoo references and the ghosts.)
[Both] There's all these cracks
A crack of sunlight
A crack in the mirror on your lips
It's the moment of a sunset Friday
When our conversations twist
[Both] It's the fifth day of ice on a new tattoo
But the ice should be on our heads
We only spun the wheel to catch ourselves
So we weren't left for death
[Axel] And I was never looking for approval from anyone but you
And though this journey is over, I'll go back if you ask me to
[Axel] I'm not dead, just floating
Right between the ink of your tattoo
In the belly of the beast we turned into
I'm not scared, just changing
Right beyond the cigarette and the devilish smile
You're my crack of sunlight
[Roxas] You can do the math a thousand ways but you can't erase the facts
That others come and others go but you always come back
I'm a winter flower underground, always thirsty for summer rain
And just like the changing seasons
I know you'll be back again
[Roxas] I'm not dead, just floating
Underneath the ink of my tattoo
I've tried to hide my scars from you
I'm not scared, just changing
Right beyond the cigarette and the devilish smile
You're my crack of sunlight, oh
[Axel] I'm not dead just yet
I'm not dead, I'm just floating
Doesn't matter where I'm going
I'll find you
I'm not scared at all
Underneath the cuts and bruises
Finally gained what no one loses
I'll find you
I will find you
[Both] I'm not dead, just floating
I'm not scared, just changing
You're my crack of sunlight...
All of the songs on this CD kind of make me think of Roxas, though. Including the girly bitchy ones. Hahahaha.
Featuring bratty-Nobody-I'm-the-Superior's-favorite!Roxas:
from "'Cuz I Can"
You know I'm rare
You stop and stare
You think I care
I don't
You talk real loud
But you ain't saying nothin' cool
I could fit your whole house
In my swimming pool
My life's a fantasy
That you're not smart enough to even dream
My ice is making me freeze
You can try and try
You can't beat me
So I'll cash my checks and place my bets
And hope I'll always win
Even if I don't, I'm fucked because
I live a life of sin
But it's alright
I don't give a damn
I don't play your rules
I make my own
Tonight
I'll do what I want
'Cuz I can
And featuring an unusually sexually-aware-Nobodyish!Roxas:
from U + UR Hand
I'm not here for your entertainment
You don't really want to mess with me tonight
Just stop and take a second
I was fine before you walked into my life
'Cause you know it's over before it began
Keep your drink, just give me the money
It's just you and your hand tonight
So, yeah. I'm officially a really horrible person. But you know you love me?