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[libbyw]

well lookie what today is...depressed...oh well. anyways..eating lunch right now and watching family matters haha i know im a retard. nothing to do BLAHHHH....nicole is working and kate is babysitting then prolly working wow i have no friends..havent really done much this week... thats sad. umm...Monday hung around my house all day then went to DQ then the mall with julz laura and kim. That was fun. :) then i went home and i got bored so i decided to go to Nicole's house always a good time. Then i decided i was bored sitting there so we went driving around haha yaaaa...im weird when i starrt singing in the car...i think i freaked nicole out esp cuz i was driving hahaha. MAn did i hate tuesday...got blood taken outta me....i absolutely HATE needles i couldnt look when they were doing it. my mom was watching the whole time...she likes watching it...DISGUSTING i tell you. i felt sick cuz i looked haha ya so after that i hadda take my f-ing placement tests. boo to that. my mom dropped me off. kinda felt bad cuz she had nothing to do. so she went to like cvs and stop and shop to kill time haha. poor women. anyways so i did good on the tests! :) it was pouring when i got out of the test tho. sucked. but on the plus side i missed all those t-storms we got. didnt hear a thing! go me!:) then i hung out with nicole for alil. came home and me and my mom went for our walk like usual. Wed.- i worked. not too bad though. came home and while my mom was gunna start dinner...she found like a piece of metal in the meeat. GROSSSS so i had something else. then we went on our walk again. haha. SOO BORED until kate called :) went to kates house with bri. haha those girls are craaaaaaaaazy. we recorded ourselves on bri's phone on saturday night...and ya they were high on helium hahaha so they sound wicked funny and u hear me saying..."ya these are my cool friends" or something like that. hahah wow. kate and bri are fucked up shit but i <3 them. good times good times. ya so that leads me to today in which i prolly wont do anything...go for a walk with my mom and do some more nothing. yes i have an awesome life. oki bye

why do i love someone so much but i have a feeling that they just dont feel the same way back?
whatever ill never give up on you....i know we are meant for each other*