musical

[libbycins15]

i got a call yesterday about the musical. im "a girl". its ok...im glad i got something. But i am frustrated at the fact that the same people keep getting leads. It was no surprise when i found out who got the lead......Im just so sick of not feeling good enough because some people dont have to be nervous because they know the script, and they now they will get the lead......True, i could have done better, but im pretty sure that they did not even care about how i did because they already know about who is getting the lead, because they have a reputation for that kind of stuff.

grrr.

so now what. I got through 3 hrs of rehearsals, every night for the next month or 2, with saying prolly 1 line and singing some chorus songs.

i have a life!

it should be about talent. not about
whos in your family
who is making the sponsoring money
who your friends with
who you hook up with
who your dating
who your kissing ass to.
what you reputation is.
who you work for.
if your a boy.
its so biased. i dont think i can take it......there making it sound like "o look at what were doing for the kids" uh no....more like" hey look were destroying the children's confidants"

honestly.....why should i go through with this if im going to feel insecure.

sorry but when i get a lead...its going to be for the right reason....not for kissing major ass.

but congrats to Kelly who got the role of carrie! im so proud of you!

yeah unlike some people i can give a REAL congrats.

end rant.