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Well I'm in a thoughtful mood again. Not a bad thing persay... but if you know me you know my thinking moods usually end up leaving me a little.. Down. *shrugs* oh music that's what I need! *flips on Simple and Clean*
So my thoughtful mood... I've been wondering if I've done someone a disservice by remaining friends. I wonder sometimes what would have happened... but i guess that is a little silly isn't it? I just... think about it sometimes...
You know it's weird people always see me differently then I see myself. People think i'm confident and out going... I don't see that. I'm actually almost completely introverted in a weird way. Like I can talk to someone for ten minutes happily, but then on the inside I cringe at everything I say. Or my clowning, people say I do good but I can never believe them. I always see what I did wrong and what needs improving, In a way this is good because it causes me to try to reach beyond my limits. But in other ways it's bad like I never reach the goals I set for myself, Because once I hit that goal it is never good enough so I start over. I don't know... The ramblings of my mind I guess...
Anyway, I better go Class tomorrow and I want to finish up Wednesdays homework.
Elizabeth
So my thoughtful mood... I've been wondering if I've done someone a disservice by remaining friends. I wonder sometimes what would have happened... but i guess that is a little silly isn't it? I just... think about it sometimes...
You know it's weird people always see me differently then I see myself. People think i'm confident and out going... I don't see that. I'm actually almost completely introverted in a weird way. Like I can talk to someone for ten minutes happily, but then on the inside I cringe at everything I say. Or my clowning, people say I do good but I can never believe them. I always see what I did wrong and what needs improving, In a way this is good because it causes me to try to reach beyond my limits. But in other ways it's bad like I never reach the goals I set for myself, Because once I hit that goal it is never good enough so I start over. I don't know... The ramblings of my mind I guess...
Anyway, I better go Class tomorrow and I want to finish up Wednesdays homework.
Elizabeth