Oct 14, 2005 00:04
i feel like i'm going to have a mental breakdown. i hate working full time hours yet i'm still a full time student. it just sucks and i feel stressed all the time. i am extremely pissed off at the two managers who quit without a two weeks notice at all. DAMN THEM!!! i'm also pissed off about the fact that i can't find a guy ANYWHERE. online, NO! in person, NO! in school, NO! dammit!!! do i have a stamp on my forehead that says "ALL BOYS PLEASE IGNORE AND RUN AWAY FROM ME!!" this is just so depressing. how is it that people all around me are able to find the guys so easily. i'm so tired physically, emotionally, and mentally. i just want to cry. curl up in a ball and cry all the time. *sigh* i really need a break. someone please help me!!!