To Tom an d Alex

[liaserenity]

I tend to have spurts of moments in my life where I really need to change...I really need to jump to the next level of living.. I think now is one of those times. I feel stupid, scared, happy, lonely, loved, and so much more all combined. This can make me very confused and needy sometimes. I'm very lucky ot have the roommates that I do, because even though they tease me all the time, I know deep down that they love me, and respect me for who I am....or rather...who I'm becoming. I know they will truly be there if I need them, and I could not ask for better people to see everyday. I'm not sure what I want, who I am, or where I'm going in life, but I have a feeling that these two guys, will help me and push me to find out, and for that I love them both.

I'm greatful to have them, but sometimes...I wish I could be sure of what I really want, because this growing up shit...it's just not easy.