From the Beginning PT. 2
~~~~~}Teenager{~~~~~
{Colin}
After that day when we were kids, Ladd's been following us around. We became friends by force, but I love the guy to death. He's not that bright, but he tries.
I looked at Emerson and him when they came over to my house. I told them I wanted to show them something I found in Jeremy's room. They thought it was either porn or a fuckin' dead body. When Ladd shut the door to my room, I held it up.
Emerson looked at it. "Is that a joint?" I nodded. He walked over and took it from me, then smelled it and made a face. "Agh, fuck. It reeks." Ladd leaned on him and looked over his shoulder.
"Some kids at the church smoke that behind it." We both looked at him. "What? I neva' done it." Emerson sat down next to me, pulling Ladd with him. "We're gunna?" He and Emerson looked at me.
"Yeah." I looked away when Ladd pulled out a lighter. The shithead liked to light his homework on fire; not around me, of course. But it took him forever to learn that. I paled at the sound of it lighting. Emerson took the first drag and blew it out at the ground. He stuck out his tongue.
"Eh. Taste bad, but ain't nasty." He handed to Ladd. He took a long drag and blew it out through his nose. "Where ya learn ta' do that?"
Ladd handed it to me. "Cigarettes." I closed my eyes as I took a toke, not wanting to see the burn. When I blew it out, I shivered and shook my head.
"Fuckin' weird."
And that's how it all got started.
Smoking a blunt became an every day thing a month after that. We always did it at my house. Ladd's parents woulda beaten the shit outta us. And Sophie probably would to, but for a different reason. Depending on the day, we'd either be calm and relaxed, or giggliy and hyper.
I never smoked alone no matter what though. I didn't want to be alone with the fire.
{Emerson}
Ma knew. 'Course she knew. Old man smoked the shit when he lived with us, but she never said anything. She pro'lly wanted us to learn a lesson, but we're too stupid to learn anything.
But I did learn one thing when I was high with Ladd one time. I learned that you can mess around with another guy.. In a good way.
It was just all of a sudden that Ladd kissed me. We were laughing about how Clover was too dumb to know we smoked at my house, then the fucker kissed me. Scared the shit outta me, so I shoved him off. "What the fuck, Ladd!?" I wiped my mouth. "I ain't fuckin' gay! Homo!"
Ladd laughed. But it wasn't a happy laugh, I could tell. "Sorry, Emerson." I looked at him. It wasn't normal for him to call me by my name. We always think he forgets it, but then he uses it when he's serious. It's sorta uncomfortable.
"Wait.." He looked at me as he took the blunt from me. "Are ya.. gay?" Ladd just shrugged and looked away from. "Hey, asshole. Ya just kissed me, I get ta' know if ya wanna suck my dick." He fuckin' decked me hard. "Agh!" I held my face. "What the fuck, dude!?"
"'M gay, ya prick, not a whore!" I groaned on the floor as I held my face. "I dun fuckin' like it, but I am! A-And-!" I looked at him when he stopped talking.
I sat up. "Ladd?" I grabbed him when he started to get up. "Hey, man. Talk ta' me." Then he kissed me again. This time it wasn't hard and quick. And I didn't push him away.
He pushed me backwards onto the floor, got on top of me while he did. We started to use tongue. I've made out with a lot of girls, I know how to fuckin' kiss. But, holy fuck, Ladd's amazing at it. I put my hand on the back of his neck and he put his hands in my hair.
And then ma fuckin' walks in. Pro'lly was gunna yell at us for smokin', wasn't really expected to find me makin' out with Ladd. She kinda just stares at us as we slowly pull away from each other. I wipe my mouth and lean on my elbows. Ladd stays on my lap.
And shit hit the fan.
{Ladd}
I know I'm stupid, fuckin' every does. I know when a parent is pissed off though. So, when Sophie starts to walk to me, I moved off Emma's lap and back up into the wall. "S-Sophie, I-"
"What're ya doin' to my boy!?" She yells and it's fuckin' scary. "Why're ya all over him!?"
I put my hands up when her hands move; I'm expecting a hit any second. "I-I'm gay a-and we were-were just messin' around! I-I didn't force him!" I flinch when she pointed her finger in my face.
"You," She looked down at Emerson. "And you. Do not close that door when it's just you too." Emerson finally pipes up.
"Ma, c'mon. It's not like we do this all the time, this it the first time." She walks to him and he moves backwards a bit.
"Are.." She sighed and sat down on her legs. "Are ya doin' this 'cause of yer dad?" I see Emerson pale, for some reason, it pissed me off.
"Sophia!" They both look at me in surprise. "He ain't doin' it 'cause of that prick! He was doin' it 'cause I kissed him first! And if he was gay like me, ya shouldn't fuckin' care! He's yer boy and ya should love him no matter what, right!?" Emerson looked back and forth between me and Sophie.
She rubbed her forehead and pulled me over to them. She hugs me and Emerson tightly. "I love both ya shitheads. And Colin. I just don't want ya to do things for the wrong reasons." She kissed my head. "It's alright if yer gay." She kissed Emerson's head. "And I know ya like tits, but if ya like dick too, that's fine." She stood up, then smacked both of us in the head. "But if ya fuck in this apartment, I'll make ya both sterile."
Emerson laughed weird as she walked out. I looked at him. "What the hell is 'sterile'?" Emerson groaned, covered his face and laid back. "Can we make out some more?"
The fucker dead-legged me.
{Colin}
After that day when we were kids, Ladd's been following us around. We became friends by force, but I love the guy to death. He's not that bright, but he tries.
I looked at Emerson and him when they came over to my house. I told them I wanted to show them something I found in Jeremy's room. They thought it was either porn or a fuckin' dead body. When Ladd shut the door to my room, I held it up.
Emerson looked at it. "Is that a joint?" I nodded. He walked over and took it from me, then smelled it and made a face. "Agh, fuck. It reeks." Ladd leaned on him and looked over his shoulder.
"Some kids at the church smoke that behind it." We both looked at him. "What? I neva' done it." Emerson sat down next to me, pulling Ladd with him. "We're gunna?" He and Emerson looked at me.
"Yeah." I looked away when Ladd pulled out a lighter. The shithead liked to light his homework on fire; not around me, of course. But it took him forever to learn that. I paled at the sound of it lighting. Emerson took the first drag and blew it out at the ground. He stuck out his tongue.
"Eh. Taste bad, but ain't nasty." He handed to Ladd. He took a long drag and blew it out through his nose. "Where ya learn ta' do that?"
Ladd handed it to me. "Cigarettes." I closed my eyes as I took a toke, not wanting to see the burn. When I blew it out, I shivered and shook my head.
"Fuckin' weird."
And that's how it all got started.
Smoking a blunt became an every day thing a month after that. We always did it at my house. Ladd's parents woulda beaten the shit outta us. And Sophie probably would to, but for a different reason. Depending on the day, we'd either be calm and relaxed, or giggliy and hyper.
I never smoked alone no matter what though. I didn't want to be alone with the fire.
{Emerson}
Ma knew. 'Course she knew. Old man smoked the shit when he lived with us, but she never said anything. She pro'lly wanted us to learn a lesson, but we're too stupid to learn anything.
But I did learn one thing when I was high with Ladd one time. I learned that you can mess around with another guy.. In a good way.
It was just all of a sudden that Ladd kissed me. We were laughing about how Clover was too dumb to know we smoked at my house, then the fucker kissed me. Scared the shit outta me, so I shoved him off. "What the fuck, Ladd!?" I wiped my mouth. "I ain't fuckin' gay! Homo!"
Ladd laughed. But it wasn't a happy laugh, I could tell. "Sorry, Emerson." I looked at him. It wasn't normal for him to call me by my name. We always think he forgets it, but then he uses it when he's serious. It's sorta uncomfortable.
"Wait.." He looked at me as he took the blunt from me. "Are ya.. gay?" Ladd just shrugged and looked away from. "Hey, asshole. Ya just kissed me, I get ta' know if ya wanna suck my dick." He fuckin' decked me hard. "Agh!" I held my face. "What the fuck, dude!?"
"'M gay, ya prick, not a whore!" I groaned on the floor as I held my face. "I dun fuckin' like it, but I am! A-And-!" I looked at him when he stopped talking.
I sat up. "Ladd?" I grabbed him when he started to get up. "Hey, man. Talk ta' me." Then he kissed me again. This time it wasn't hard and quick. And I didn't push him away.
He pushed me backwards onto the floor, got on top of me while he did. We started to use tongue. I've made out with a lot of girls, I know how to fuckin' kiss. But, holy fuck, Ladd's amazing at it. I put my hand on the back of his neck and he put his hands in my hair.
And then ma fuckin' walks in. Pro'lly was gunna yell at us for smokin', wasn't really expected to find me makin' out with Ladd. She kinda just stares at us as we slowly pull away from each other. I wipe my mouth and lean on my elbows. Ladd stays on my lap.
And shit hit the fan.
{Ladd}
I know I'm stupid, fuckin' every does. I know when a parent is pissed off though. So, when Sophie starts to walk to me, I moved off Emma's lap and back up into the wall. "S-Sophie, I-"
"What're ya doin' to my boy!?" She yells and it's fuckin' scary. "Why're ya all over him!?"
I put my hands up when her hands move; I'm expecting a hit any second. "I-I'm gay a-and we were-were just messin' around! I-I didn't force him!" I flinch when she pointed her finger in my face.
"You," She looked down at Emerson. "And you. Do not close that door when it's just you too." Emerson finally pipes up.
"Ma, c'mon. It's not like we do this all the time, this it the first time." She walks to him and he moves backwards a bit.
"Are.." She sighed and sat down on her legs. "Are ya doin' this 'cause of yer dad?" I see Emerson pale, for some reason, it pissed me off.
"Sophia!" They both look at me in surprise. "He ain't doin' it 'cause of that prick! He was doin' it 'cause I kissed him first! And if he was gay like me, ya shouldn't fuckin' care! He's yer boy and ya should love him no matter what, right!?" Emerson looked back and forth between me and Sophie.
She rubbed her forehead and pulled me over to them. She hugs me and Emerson tightly. "I love both ya shitheads. And Colin. I just don't want ya to do things for the wrong reasons." She kissed my head. "It's alright if yer gay." She kissed Emerson's head. "And I know ya like tits, but if ya like dick too, that's fine." She stood up, then smacked both of us in the head. "But if ya fuck in this apartment, I'll make ya both sterile."
Emerson laughed weird as she walked out. I looked at him. "What the hell is 'sterile'?" Emerson groaned, covered his face and laid back. "Can we make out some more?"
The fucker dead-legged me.