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[liar_liar_xx]

life really sucks right now.
and im so serious.
not just wanting pity.
just wanting to feel better.
school is so stressful.
i honestly wish that
my expectations werent so high.
so i could just not do anything.
because i dont want to.
i dont care.
but in the long run i do.
so i make myself work way too hard.
and cry and cry and cry
because im too stressed for my own good.
and its my last year at home
and i just want to get along with my mom.
because that is not happening anymore
i dont know why
but its come to the point
where i avoid talking to her
because we always get into a fight
or arguement of some sort.
and it hurts so bad.
cause i wanted this last year at home
to be so perfect
and its so far from it..