this is fact, not fiction, for the first time in years
i am so....not confused, not lost....just in place of thought.
thoughtful?
no. contemplating??
geez i don't know.
what the hell do i want???
in my love life a have a few options...two of which i feel drawn to.
niether of those two are here.
within my reach, maybe. physically here, no.
no sir. they are different states away.
why do i do that? how do i find myself inclined to be attracted to men who are so far distanced from me that i can't even reach out to touch them if i wanted to??
does that make me emotionally masochistic?
i think it does.
ew.
i am interested in both my love choices. i guess only time will tell where i will end up...where the pieces will fall.
right now i think i want to develop my career path...thus is the story of my life.
figure out me...and then invite people into or out of my life.
i've got some karma cleaning to do.
thoughtful?
no. contemplating??
geez i don't know.
what the hell do i want???
in my love life a have a few options...two of which i feel drawn to.
niether of those two are here.
within my reach, maybe. physically here, no.
no sir. they are different states away.
why do i do that? how do i find myself inclined to be attracted to men who are so far distanced from me that i can't even reach out to touch them if i wanted to??
does that make me emotionally masochistic?
i think it does.
ew.
i am interested in both my love choices. i guess only time will tell where i will end up...where the pieces will fall.
right now i think i want to develop my career path...thus is the story of my life.
figure out me...and then invite people into or out of my life.
i've got some karma cleaning to do.