We arent gonna live forever
My mom doesnt trust me anymore.
she thinks i lied to her.
she called me a sneak.
I cried.
Now I have no social life.
I was suposed to hang out with someone today but they obviously didnt want to hang out that much considering they forgot. We only talked about it yesterday.
I miss being me.
My parents think im a tramp. Im not. No no. I dont do that stuff. No one believes me. No one keeps their promises anymore. I give up on people. I dont trust anyone anymore, everytime I trust someone they end up letting me down.
My heart hurts and I dont know why. I keep feeling the tears coming but I dont know why I cry anymore. Its pointless. I think Im bipolar. Im not depressed, just really sad. I want to be a teenager but my parents control me.
Make them stop?
please?
Im not going to live forever.
These are the best days of our lives.
I dont make any sense anymore.
No sense at all.
Whats wrong?
Listening to the Veronicas:
"Come on baby we arent gonna live forever.
Let me show you all the things that we could do.
you know you wanna be together.
and i wanna spend the night with you."
i love this song. Music makes me feel better.
Im not making any sense anymore.
Im just pretending to know what im talking about.
she thinks i lied to her.
she called me a sneak.
I cried.
Now I have no social life.
I was suposed to hang out with someone today but they obviously didnt want to hang out that much considering they forgot. We only talked about it yesterday.
I miss being me.
My parents think im a tramp. Im not. No no. I dont do that stuff. No one believes me. No one keeps their promises anymore. I give up on people. I dont trust anyone anymore, everytime I trust someone they end up letting me down.
My heart hurts and I dont know why. I keep feeling the tears coming but I dont know why I cry anymore. Its pointless. I think Im bipolar. Im not depressed, just really sad. I want to be a teenager but my parents control me.
Make them stop?
please?
Im not going to live forever.
These are the best days of our lives.
I dont make any sense anymore.
No sense at all.
Whats wrong?
Listening to the Veronicas:
"Come on baby we arent gonna live forever.
Let me show you all the things that we could do.
you know you wanna be together.
and i wanna spend the night with you."
i love this song. Music makes me feel better.
Im not making any sense anymore.
Im just pretending to know what im talking about.