From Despair to Being OK
G and I talked again - after a while...
I hate disagreements - can't leave something unresolved.
I'll just obsess about it anyway, which isn't healthy...
What we decided:
Any talk of getting back together is completely off the table.
- I tend to get scared and push him away when we talk about it, so it's better we don't.
We've decided to focus on the friendship, without all that emotional drama.
- We enjoy talking to each other, about other things - so we don't want to lose the friendship.
It feels SO much better this way. There's no pressure to resolve the past disagreements right away - they'll be resolved when the time is right. There's no arguing about what we want to do with our time - our time is our own. And it's much more comfortable without all the stress and drama. YAY!
That's it for now...