what is going on?!?!?!?
this is so damn emo...but i really am confused. i don't want to think about the things that I AM thinking about. There is only one person who I told this to today. I'm to scared to tell anyone else because of what they migth think of me. I don't want my relationships with anyone to change so I'm really scared to tell anyone. Even zoe and thats saying alot. I dont really know what is going on right now. I saw kayla today and we had a much needed talk. I love her to death. and theres really nothing else to say. so.bye