Moan (JunChun version)
Title: Moan
Pairings: Junsu/Yoochun, Changmin/Yoochun, Yunho/Jaejoong
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: whore!junsu, younger!yoochun
Genre: romance, fluff, smut
Summary: Junsu warned Yoochun not to fall in love with him. Yoochun ignored the warning...
Moan (YooSu version)
A/N: Finally I managed to write the JunChun version! It's dedicated to a person really important to me! My dearest Dici! Honey, I love you forever!
“Hey babe!” Changmin's voice startled Yoochun once again “Missed me?”
Yoochun rolled his eyes and opened his mouth just to yell at Changmin but Jaejoong beat him to it.
“Beat it”
Changmin turned his attention to the boy next to Yoochun “Excuse me?”
“Leave Yoochun alone! He is not interested in you anymore. It's time for you to disappear, you and your stupid ego. He is not coming back to you”
“And who are you to tell me what to do, Joongie? Are you his lawyer or his boyfriend? Oh wait! You’re none of them!”
Yoochun looked around. People started glancing at them with curiosity. This was embarrassing.
“Both of you should stop” he pleaded but he was ignored.
“I am his best friend and I have every right to defend him and protect him from people like you” Jaejoong's voice rose.
“I am his boyfriend” Changmin protested “there is no need to protect him from me”
“Ex-boyfriend” Jaejoong corrected him and laughed “And please, cut it out with all this crap. You've already hurt him enough”
“Guys, we're drawing attention” Yoochun butted in and this time Jaejoong was ready to give up fighting. Changmin though had different opinion.
“If I wanna talk to my Yoochun, I will! I don't need your permission for this. Got it?”
“I am not yours” Yoochun stated but his voice was too low. Changmin didn't even hear him.
“He is not yours! He is not an animal. He doesn't belong to anyone” Jaejoong shouted “Stop treating him like that! He deserves better”
“Mind your own business Jaejoong. Stay out of this. Being so jealous it's not healthy” Changmin hinted and Jaejoong's face flashed. He didn't know if it was because of anger or embarrassment.
“What are you talking about? Why should I be jealous of you?”
Yoochun was staring at the two of them, feeling dazed. What were they talking about?
“Because I had what you want so badly to have” Changmin smirked “You think it's not obvious? Everybody knows your little secret”
“What secret?” Yoochun asked Jaejoong with questioning eyes.
“Tell him Jaejoong!” Changmin dared the boy “Tell him what you're hiding from him all these years”
Jaejoong swallowed and avoided Yoochun's gaze. Yoochun should not find out. Not yet! Not like that!
“I am not hiding anything! I don't even know what you're talking about. You're crazy!”
“So how does it feel now that he left me for Junsu?” Changmin asked ignoring both of them “You feel exactly how I feel, right? Maybe a little bit angrier. At least I tasted him. I've kissed him and touched him and done things to him. You didn't even have the chance to do that, right?”
“Why would he want to kiss me or touch me? Changmin what are you saying?” Yoochun stood in front of Jaejoong, now facing Changmin.
Changmin smiled in satisfaction. Now he had Yoochun's attention fully. “Can't you see Yoochun?”
“See what? What are you trying to imply?”
“I am not implying anything. I am making things crystal clear. He is in love with you, Yoochun ah! That's why he is trying his best to keep me away from you. He is jealous that you might come back to me”
“That's stupid!” Yoochun awkwardly laughed “Jaejoong is not in love with me”
“Of course I am not!” Jaejoong almost scream. Panic and frustration had taken over him “How can you lie?”
“Am I lying Jaejoong? I think you should give up your dream of being with him someday. It's not going to happen. And it's not just because of me but because of that Junsu”
“Keep Junsu out of this conversation. And don't even say his name” Yoochun hissed “And that's enough already!”
“Come back to me and you won't regret it. Junsu and Jaejoong... they can't make you happy” the boy insisted “I can make you happy”
“Stay away from me and Jaejoong. Kibum's probably waiting for you”
“Kibum's nothing! Besides, he dum-” he paused, almost revealing that Kibum had already abandon him. He wasn't even into sleeping with him anymore. “Anyway... I'll leave you alone for now. We already missed class”
The two boys watched Changmin leaving. People followed Changmin’s example and left for class.
“What was all this about, Jaejoong?” Yoochun asked his friend the moment they were left alone “What is wrong? I am expecting from you to tell me the truth”
Jaejoong hesitated, considering the option of revealing the truth but he wasn’t ready yet. Instead he pretended to be annoyed and glared at Yoochun.
“What truth, Yoochun? Can’t you see what he is trying to do? He is trying to get you back by filling your mind with nonsense”
“So you’re not in love with me” Yoochun wanted to be sure.
“I am not in love with you, of course! How is that even possible since you’re so close to me like a brother?” the older boy defended himself, feeling disgusted with himself. How could he lie like that? Why has he such a coward?
Yoochun looked like he believed it and he sighed “Yes you’re right. I don’t even know how to avoid him anymore”
Jaejoong shook his head “He is so damn stubborn but you have to be fierce and shoo him. Don’t go weak every time you see him. Remember how brave you are when it comes to Junsu. Be like that for Changmin as well but you know… for different reason”
“Yeah, I have no choice anyway”
***
“What are you doing here” Junsu’s panicked voice snapped Yoochun out of his thoughts. He knew he promised to get away from Junsu but after morning’s events he just wanted to talk to see him. By seeing Junsu’s face his mind was at ease. This time though, Junsu sounded terrified with Yoochun’s appearance and Yoochun realized why when he noticed a man behind him.
Was that Junsu’s client? Was this a bad time? A bad time for whom, Junsu or Yoochun? Just by the thought of Junsu having sex with other man he felt sick. He knew that, he knew about Junsu but watching it happening was a different story. Watching this was proving how wrong Yoochun had been about Junsu’s feelings. Maybe Junsu did enjoyed his job after all.
“Who is he?” Yoochun and WooHyuk asked in unison about each other.
Junsu’s face got pale. How was he going to get out of this without involving Yoochun? He had no idea what WooHyuk was capable of doing. He had to protect Yoochun no matter what.
“Go home” he only said and passed by him, hoping that WooHyuk will not show interest in him. He wished that WooHyuk wouldn’t have followed him home and he wished he wouldn’t be back from where he was. But no matter how hard he wished and hoped, he was wrong.
“Su yah, who’s that boy?” he asked and Junsu froze.
“It’s not your business” he replied and put the key in the lock. The faster he got to go home the better. He should avoid all the questions.
“’Su’?” Yoochun bitterly laughed “He is calling you ‘Su’?”
“Go home” Junsu demanded but WooHyuk noticed the plea in his tone and smirked.
“What’s so funny, young man?” he asked Yoochun but he was busy glaring at Junsu… actually Junsu’s back.
“Yoochun, I said go home now! This is not the right time”
“So, you let all of your clients call you by your name? I thought you… were using Xiah”
Junsu shut his eyes closed for a minute. He had to calm down his heart and think of something to force out both of them. He turned his body to face both of them in determination but when he was about to talk WooHyuk cut him.
“Client? I thought you quit your job Su yah”
“Stop calling me that” Junsu mumbled with a sigh. Now was too late, Yoochun knew.
“You quit?” the boy asked in shock “You really quit? But you told m-”
“How many times do I have to tell you that this is not the right time?” Junsu strictly looked at Yoochun, regretting it completely. He hated the hurt which was all over Yoochun’s face. He hated how fragile he looked that moment.
“Who is this guy? What is he to you? How many lies have you tell me?” instead of listening to Junsu, Yoochun kept asking questions, drawing WooHyuk’s attention even more.
Junsu felt like exploding! He just wanted to kill WooHyuk and pull Yoochun with him inside his apartment and protect him from everything.
“Why are you in such a hurry to shoo the kid Su yah? What is he to you?” the older man made things more difficult.
“You’re going home as well. I told you not to follow me here”
“You can’t tell me what to do”
“You have no right to be here”
“You think so? I’ve spent a lot of money on you so I think I have every right to be here and demand an explanation of why you quit. Is it because of that kid?”
“Stop talking to him like that” Yoochun screamed. He wanted to punch the hell out of that man for treating Junsu like that “He doesn’t belong to you”
“Oh what do we have here?” the man smiled in amazement “A hero? Is this your hero, Su yah? Is he the reason you quit? Why don’t you admit the truth to me?”
“He is nothing to me” Junsu stated with as emotionless face as he could “And you’re nothing to me as well. I want both of you out of my life now. Don’t bother me again and you” he pointed at WooHyuk “let the kid out of this”
Yoochun was crushed. His heart was broken because of that statement but he couldn’t leave. He wanted to know what was going on. He wanted to know who that man was and what he was to Junsu. So many questions! Why Junsu quit his job and lied to him?
“You seem to be something to him though. Look at his face”
“And again that’s none of your business. That’s his feelings. Not mine, not yours”
“I want to know the truth” Yoochun interrupted them.
“What truth? You know the truth! I don’t like you no matter how much you like me! In fact I am annoyed by you! Why are you back? You told me that you won’t come back. Leave me alone already because there is no chance between us. You and I are impossible” Junsu yelled. He was trembling. He wanted Yoochun to go. He wanted him to leave! Leave the apartment, leave him!
“Why did you lie to me? Why didn’t you tell me that you quit?”
“Because I wanted you to leave me alone”
“Because he loves you” WooHyuk shut them up both.
“What?” Yoochun turned his attention to the older man.
“Are you insane?” Junsu screamed.
“It’s obvious that you’re trying to lie to both of us, to the boy for unknown reasons but to me… because you don’t want me to know about him” he pointed out and Junsu held his breath. There was no way out of this.
“Why?” Yoochun asked “Who are you?”
WooHyuk smiled “I am the only person… that was able to affect Junsu… but I guess not anymore”
“What are you talking about?”
“Junsu was in love with me. He was practically my toy!” he proudly said “But well… I left him, hurt him and crushed him”
“Why would you toy with him?” Yoochun was ready to beat him “Why would you treat him like that?”
“Because I could” the man laughed.
“Shut up!” Junsu said “He doesn’t need to know”
“I want to know” Yoochun objected and stared at WooHyuk waiting for him to continue.
“Oh that’s all! Now I am back for him but I see that there is one more person who can affect him, you! And plus he quit his job and I don’t really have power on him for now”
“Yoochun ah, please” Junsu begged and Yoochun’s heart melted “Go home, I’ll… I’ll call you and I promise to tell you the truth”
Yoochun glared at WooHyuk for one last time and the left. He trusted that Junsu was going to call him but his heart was burning from worry. He didn’t trust the man. What if Junsu was not safe with him?
“It amazes me how he obeyed you! He must really like you” WooHyuk giggled and looked at Junsu.
“What do you really want?” Junsu went straight to the point.
“I told you! I came back for you but I thought it was going to be easy. But this… is really entertaining”
“You can’t have me back. I am not in love with you. I am not as foolish as I used to be back then. Give up already”
“Give up? Now, that I know your weak spot?”
“Wh-?”
“Yoochun is your weak spot”
“Don’t hurt him” Junsu whispered and the man laughed.
“So you care about him”
“Please, leave him out of this. It has nothing to do with you”
WooHyuk locked eyes with Junsu. He could see how concerned and worried was. He could see how much he loved Yoochun. Love was different from the one he used to feel about him when they were sleeping together.
“What will you do for me, in order to leave him alone?”
part 7