Moan (JunChun version)
Title: Moan
Pairings: Junsu/Yoochun, Changmin/Yoochun, Yunho/Jaejoong
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: whore!junsu, younger!yoochun
Genre: romance, fluff, smut
Summary: Junsu warned Yoochun not to fall in love with him. Yoochun ignored the warning...
Moan (YooSu version)
A/N: Finally I managed to write the JunChun version! It's dedicated to a person really important to me! My dearest Dici! Honey, I love you forever!
“Welcome to 'Timeless' restaurant! I will be your waiter for today, what can I get for you?” Junsu politely bowed at his customer.
“Nice, speech! I am pretty sure that I've heard a similar little speech before but it was more like 'I will be your waiter for today, what can I do for you in order to please you?”
Junsu's polite smile faded instantly and his eyes widened in shock and fear the moment he really looked at the customer. “What... what are you doing here?”
“The question is what are you doing here, sweetheart?” the man smiled and crossed his arms.
Junsu swallowed and looked away “I am working here”
“Ok, I'll have a cup of coffee. No sugar.”
Junsu nodded and bowed again, his mind full of questions and bad memories. He turned his back and reached the bar. Right now this was the wiser thing for him to do. He had to hurry and get away from the man no matter how many things he wanted to ask. Why the man was there? Did he know that Junsu was working? Will he try to do anything?
“Junsu ssi, are you ok? You look pale” his co-worker touched his shoulder in concern “Junsu ssi?”
“I just... need to sit... for a moment”
The other nodded and helped him sit on a chair “Do you need a break? I can cover you if you want me to. You really don't seem well to me”
“Thank you, Hyunseok ssi. Can you please be in charge of the man over the there? You don't have to cover me completely”
“Oh why, did he do anything to you?” Hyunseok stared at the man and then at Junsu in curiosity.
“No but he is someone I used to know... but now I just don't want to know him anymore”
Junsu's pleadings eyes were hard to resist and Hyunseok just nodded “Ok, I'll help you”
“Junsu ssi, the man you asked me to service gave me this for you earlier” Hyunseok handed a small paper to Junsu. With trembling hands he took it and stared at it. “Aren't you going to open this?”
“I don't want to” Junsu replied immediately and put it in his pocket “I am... I just...”
“Ok ok! You want to read it when you're alone. Now let's leave, shall we?”
Junsu sighed but followed Hyunseok outside the restaurant “I'll see you tomorrow. It seems that we have the same shifts”
“Yeah! See you tomorrow Hyunseok ssi” he took a few steps and found Yunho waiting for him in front of his car just like he was asked to do.
“What happened?” Yunho asked.
“He... he... is back” Junsu shivered “He was here... today”
“What? But I thought he left the country, how come he is back?”
“I have no idea, but he was as surprised as I was when we met each other”
Yunho was lost in his thoughts for a couple of minutes “So he was not here for you today”
“I guess so” Junsu lowered his head “But...”
“He still affects you, right?” Yunho asked in a sad tone “You can't get him out of your life”
“That's true, but not in a good way. He affects me but...”
“Are you afraid of him?”
“Afraid? No I am not afraid... but I really don't want him to get involved in my life and especially... in Yoochun's life”
“You think that he will get involved?”
Junsu shook his head “I don't know what to think, I am confused now. But I know one thing... I really have to keep Yoochun away from my life. I have no choice anymore”
“Don't be ridiculous! Yoochun is your light, you can just keep him away” Yunho almost screamed “You're a freaking idiot, Kim Junsu!”
“Can you please just drive me home. I really need to take some rest” Junsu shook his head “and I have to read this stupid not he gave me.
Yunho cursed under his breath “He gave you a note? Open it! We will read it together”
Junsu stared at the note in his hands and hesitated “I am scared”
Yunho got closer to Junsu “He can't hurt you anymore. Open it”
With trembling hands Junsu opened the note and read it.
[Can't wait to see you... and touch you... again Junsu!]
***
“I've made a decision” Yoochun announced at Jaejoong who raised an eyebrow.
“Let me guess! You've finally realized that Changmin is a freaking asshole and Junsu is a jerk and you will get over both of them by finding a nice guy who will treat you the way you deserve to be treated. Right?”
Yoochun glared at his best friend “Actually, no”
“Oh, please” Jaejoong rolled his eyes “Like I didn't know already”
“Can you please be a little bit supportive?” Yoochun scolded Jaejoong “I need my best friend now”
“I am not going to just let you get hurt again. Why can't you open your eyes and see what's in front of you?” the older male yelled.
“What's in front of me Jaejoong?”
Jaejoong opened his mouth to talk but closed it again. He glanced at Yoochun and then sighed “Those two are not for you”
“I know Changmin is not for me... but how can you say that Junsu is not for me when I haven't even tried to get his heart?”
“Oh so those things you've done so far were nothing?”
“They weren't enough! I will definitely have Junsu's heart”
“But he doesn't likes you! Wake up!”
“Yunho ssi says otherwise and I believe him! He is his best friend”
“Oh for God's sake! Do whatever you want but don't say I didn't warn you”
“Jaejoong” Yoochun got closer to his friend “Please, don't be like that! I know that you do this because you care about me but I will be fine. Junsu... I really like him”
Jaejoong frowned but put an arm around Yoochun's shoulders “Fine, but when I see that you do really wrong things I will stop you! I will lock you home if I have to, is that a deal?”
Yoochun smiled in satisfaction “That's the spirit!”
“What are you going to do then?”
“I will show him how much he means to me no matter how he treats me. I will show him that we can be together and I will convince him to admit his feelings”
“This sounds... brilliant!” Jaejoong said and Yoochun got excited.
“Really?”
“Of course! If you want to hurt yourself it's an awesome idea”
“Yah”
“Don't 'yah' me, Yoochun ah. Is that your plan for real?”
“Yes it is! And I will succeed”
“I hope so”
***
“Jaejoong ssi!” Yunho waved at the boy in excitement “Over here”
Jaejoong spotted the man and smiled. He walked faster and got close to the guy “Hello Yunho ssi! I am glad you agreed to meet me”
A small grin appeared in Yunho's face “So shall we sit?”
“Yeah sure, let's get in!”
“A table for two” Yunho said at the waitress and the girl bowed and leaded them in a small table. She bowed again when Yunho thanked her and left them alone.
“You wanted to talk with me” he asked Jaejoong who nodded.
“I wanted to talk to you about Yoochun and Junsu”
“I also wanted to talk to you about them as well” Yunho's face got serious “Junsu is being stubborn but he has some issues to get over”
“Does Junsu really likes Junsu?”
“He does”
“Then what's the problem? Why all these rejections?” Jaejoong asked desperately “You have filled Yoochun's mind with this stupid idea of not giving up on Junsu while he keeps getting hurt”
“It's just that Junsu h-”
“I want to keep Junsu out of Yoochun's life. He has been through a lot and Junsu only makes things worse” Jaejoong stopped Yunho.
“But Junsu likes Yoochun”
“That doesn't changes the fact that he hurts Yoochun”
“Don't you want to see your best friend happy Jaejoong ssi?” Yunho asked “Why are you telling me all those things today?”
“I am only doing this because I want to see him happy. Junsu won't make him happy”
“If you help Yoochun by supporting him in whatever he decides to do then he will make it and he will be happy”
“Ii will support him, but that doesn't mean that I won't also try my best to make him see what's good for him”
Yunho stared at Jaejoong and then smiled like he just had discovered the world's best hidden secret.
“And what's good for Yoochun in your opinion?”
Jaejoong replied without even thinking about it “A person who really loves him without hurting him. Not Changmin and not Junsu. Someone who really cares about him”
“Someone like you for example?”
“Exactly!” Jaejoong almost screamed but he closed his mouth with his hand the moment he realized what he had just admitted. “I mean...”
“So this is all because you're in love with Yoochun?” Yunho asked. The tone of his voice full in disappointment.
“I am not in love with him” the boy looked away “I just care too much about him”
“It's not a bad thing to admit what you feel. You're in denial right now”
“No, I am not! I know what I feel about Yoochun and I just want him to... to... be happy”
“Jaejoong ssi, Yoochun and Junsu like... maybe love... each other. It would be wrong to keep them apart”
“I know what's wrong and keeping them apart is not wrong. Junsu wants Yoochun away from his life, obviously! Please don't try to change my mind because you won't succeed”
“You should do the same thing about Yoochun. Don't try to change his mind because you won't succeed. He likes Junsu and it's wrong to get involved in this” Yunho stood up “Anyway, I will leave first but I want you to know that you should come to me whenever you feel like it. If you act without thinking, you will hurt more three people who are already in pain”
“Three?” Jaejoong asked without understanding “Why three?”
Yunho smiled bitterly “You're not the only one who suffers from one-sided love right now, Kim Jaejoong. You should be trying to open your eyes instead of your friend's. Bye now”
“You...”
***
“Yoochun ah?”
The boy lifted his head and smiled “Oh you're home Junsu yah”
“What the hell are you doing here? Didn't I say to you not to appear in front of me again?” Junsu's voice came out harsh and his face was expressionless.
“You said that I can't come back without any money” Yoochun corrected him and took out of his pocket a small amount of cash “I wanna pay for your body, Junsu yah”
“What?” Junsu's eyes grew wide.
“You can't deny, can you? And if you do I will talk to your boss. You have no choice but to please me”
Junsu panicked. He couldn't let Yoochun find out that he quit his job but what was he supposed to do?
“Come on Junsu ssi, I have money here! You want money, don't you? You said to me that you enjoy your job. What's the matter now?”
“Get the fuck out of here kiddo. Don't mess with me” Junsu said in a low tone “I know what you're trying to do and you won't succeed. Why are you even bothering?”
Yoochun's bossy expression fell and he lowered his head “I just want to spend more time with you. I am determined to do anything”
Junsu sighed “Why can't you just give up on me? I don't like you”
“Because I don't believe you” Yoochun stated “And even If you don't like me indeed I don't care. I like you more than you think and I am here to win your heart”
Junsu felt like smiling from happiness listening to Yoochun's words! How could this kid make him feel so precious? How was Junsu able to resist him?
“You're wasting your time... and money with me”
“I don't care” Yoochun pointed out “Will you just let me in?”
“To do what? Sex? Didn't I teach you your lesson yesterday?” Junsu tried to persuade him. If he was going to let Yoochun in, there were to choices. Either he would treat him rudely and show him that there was no chance between them or he would let him in and make sweet love to him all night long. He really wanted to do the second. His heart was asking for it. He was aching to touch and be touched. But how was he supposed to let those things happen when he was back? What if he would mess up with Yoochun?
“I am falling in love with you...” Yoochun snapped him out of his thoughts “... no matter how bad you treat me. Junsu yah, I can't really help it”
“Don't say that” Junsu desperately tried to stop him.
“I know that you didn't mean any of yesterday's happenings. I like you and I will like you more and more by time. I won't give up on you” Yoochun was almost screaming, his eyes moist already.
“Stop it” Junsu closed his ears with his hands “I don't want to listen to this nonsense”
“It's the truth” Yoochun grabbed Junsu's hands and took them away from Junsu's ears “It's stupid but it's the truth. You can't change the truth. Stop being so stubborn”
Junsu locked eyes with Yoochun. He knew it was the truth and he knew that he was the one lying. And that precious moment when they were looking into each other's eyes, he only wanted the time to stop. He wanted to hold Yoochun so close and never let him go again. But he just couldn't stop being scared about what would happen if he let Yoochun in his life.
“No! You stop being so stubborn” he pushed the boy away “Stop bothering me. I don't want to see you. What part of this can't you understand?”
Yoochun was about to object but it was late. Junsu was already inside his apartment and the door in front of him was closed.
He knew that it was going to be hard for him. He knew that he was going to end up heartbroken and rejected. He knew he had to try more for Junsu.
He didn't know though that Junsu was kneeling behind the closed door and crying his heart out. He didn't know that Junsu was falling deeply in love with him as well.
Both of them had absolutely no idea what fate had prepared for them!
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