Running off the rails on a crazy train
Well today was my last sunday to play for Destiny life church. Funny how pastor scott and his wife totally ignored me all day. (shrug) I honestly have no hard feelings, I have been unhappy for some time now, and thursday night was just the final push. I wish there church well and hope they grow and prosper. As for me its back to clearbranch with emily. They have cool t-shirts anyway :P. My brother is moving back to birmingham. When I first heard this (before anything started happening at destiny) The first thought in my mind was to playguitar at my brothers church. Something I have wanted for a long time. I'm torn though, I feel like em and her parents want me to get plugged in at clearbranch. I mean that IS emily's home church, and when we get married I would be taking her away from that. But as of right now I don't feel called to play at clearbranch. My brother moves back the first week in november, I'll talk to him sometime about it, depending on that conversation I will make a final decision. I do feel like I made the right decision thus far though.
Me and em went to clearbranch's church picnic today, it was pretty fun. Good food, watched the youth play football. I kinda wanted to join in, had I knew anybody or been a part of the church then I probably would have. Me and em stayed close together most of the day, I got to meet some of the people I have been hearing about. They had some of the choir there gather around and sing a few songs while one of the guitarist played. It was fun and good music. I'm still tired from this weekend, I don't think I have stopped since thursday. Thursday I went to work got home went to practice, then went to emily's, then home. Friday I went to work then to practice, stayed for church, went to emily's got a call saying my cousin is in the hospital I need to go pick up my other cousin who is atthe house by herself, me and em go pick her up go back to my house and they both spend the night. Saturday me and em got up staye home and rested for a little bit, even though I didnt get much sleep since I was on the couch, went and did a errand for mom went to the thriftstore, stoped by aaron's, went home, went out to eat with ems parents, went to her house and watched "child's play" then I cam home. Woke up a hour late today, rushed to springville, played, went to emily's, fought with her, went to the picnic, came back to her house, got tacobell, left her house about 8:30 got home, took a shower, talked with mom and am now about to go to bed.
I'm getting sick of people getting pissed at me, mom is starting to get pissed, cause were not here to spend time with her just cause she is cooped up in the house. I went from being home every night and taking her out to a movie and lunch on the weekends, to doing nothing with her going out everynight and being with emily. Thats how life is! I have found my wife, but she is trying to make me feel guilty. Dang I can't wait till september 24. I know life has its troubles, ups and downs, and all that crap. But I still have to vent out frustration sometimes. hopefully after this weekend things will slow down for a little bit. OH also on top of everything I am having sinus problems, which include migrains. I think some of it is stress. owell I'm about to go to bed. gnight all.
Rusty
Me and em went to clearbranch's church picnic today, it was pretty fun. Good food, watched the youth play football. I kinda wanted to join in, had I knew anybody or been a part of the church then I probably would have. Me and em stayed close together most of the day, I got to meet some of the people I have been hearing about. They had some of the choir there gather around and sing a few songs while one of the guitarist played. It was fun and good music. I'm still tired from this weekend, I don't think I have stopped since thursday. Thursday I went to work got home went to practice, then went to emily's, then home. Friday I went to work then to practice, stayed for church, went to emily's got a call saying my cousin is in the hospital I need to go pick up my other cousin who is atthe house by herself, me and em go pick her up go back to my house and they both spend the night. Saturday me and em got up staye home and rested for a little bit, even though I didnt get much sleep since I was on the couch, went and did a errand for mom went to the thriftstore, stoped by aaron's, went home, went out to eat with ems parents, went to her house and watched "child's play" then I cam home. Woke up a hour late today, rushed to springville, played, went to emily's, fought with her, went to the picnic, came back to her house, got tacobell, left her house about 8:30 got home, took a shower, talked with mom and am now about to go to bed.
I'm getting sick of people getting pissed at me, mom is starting to get pissed, cause were not here to spend time with her just cause she is cooped up in the house. I went from being home every night and taking her out to a movie and lunch on the weekends, to doing nothing with her going out everynight and being with emily. Thats how life is! I have found my wife, but she is trying to make me feel guilty. Dang I can't wait till september 24. I know life has its troubles, ups and downs, and all that crap. But I still have to vent out frustration sometimes. hopefully after this weekend things will slow down for a little bit. OH also on top of everything I am having sinus problems, which include migrains. I think some of it is stress. owell I'm about to go to bed. gnight all.
Rusty