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Been in the flat for a month or so now. Everything's really different. It's great getting to be with Stewart. We are getting to know each other much better but no big changes or surprises. We fit pretty well, not having any major conflicts. We do like to wind each other up both having pretty wicked sides.
We got a little kitten. She's called Freya and is so damn cute!
That's her on arrival at the flat last week. She's settled in so well and tomorrow we are picking up a little companion for her from the cats protection league. I'm really looking forward to that.
In other news next week I will be four months free from self harm. I haven't been going to see my psychologist. I decided it really isn't working. I don't want to sit and talk through everything any more. I'm tired of that. I'm trying my hardest just to move on into this new stage of my life not dragging the past with me like a heavy anchor. I'm casting off as much as possible.
I still have urges to cut and I wouldn't say I'm over my depression. I go through dark patches and everything's on a day to day bases. I'm coping well by myself. I don't really vocalise when I'm feeling bad now because sometimes giving voice to it let's it breathe and breed and become something worse.
I hope I remember to update again soon. I'll leave you with another pic of Freya...
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