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ogd, sometimes I swear Im the biggest fuckwit in the world. Im bout to fuckin pass out and I dont even care...
it's ten to 11, Iv gotten 9 hopurs sleep in the past 3 days, I am freezing, and I wroked two out of three of those days HARD labour, I am in thin shirt, and trousers, freezing, and crying, and the ONLY GODDAM reason Im not leaving to get the sleep I need not to get detention on Monday cos Im gona be late from sleepin in, is cos my girlfriend is online.
my girlfriend who right now Im too fucking hurt to talk to, but I cant leave, cos this is a close as Im gonna get to her for tonight...
oh for the days when a scalpel would make everything better, now it just hurts, different pain tho...another reason im glad for doing the laundry in this house, I dont have to explain the blood on my clothes...
thank god for scalpels...
it's ten to 11, Iv gotten 9 hopurs sleep in the past 3 days, I am freezing, and I wroked two out of three of those days HARD labour, I am in thin shirt, and trousers, freezing, and crying, and the ONLY GODDAM reason Im not leaving to get the sleep I need not to get detention on Monday cos Im gona be late from sleepin in, is cos my girlfriend is online.
my girlfriend who right now Im too fucking hurt to talk to, but I cant leave, cos this is a close as Im gonna get to her for tonight...
oh for the days when a scalpel would make everything better, now it just hurts, different pain tho...another reason im glad for doing the laundry in this house, I dont have to explain the blood on my clothes...
thank god for scalpels...