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Damnit! I will murder this bike if it doens't do what it's told...I need new brakes, and I need to fix the cog...and I need a new chain...Im begining to think that it'll never be finished...! And what if I bring it to the mbike shop and they damage the paint or they tell me that it's only worthy for scrap...!? oh god...I hate this! and I dont know if the Judo thing is tomorrow and if it is, I cant go to mullingar with the cricket team and I'll have screwed up again... CRAP! oh god...Im so stressed...have a cig...on up side, my mum knows I smoke dope and she's cool with it, she'd rather I didn't, but she trusts me to be responsible with it and not go overboard. She says she doesn't want to see me smokin it but she doesn't mind too much if I do. I told her I smoke it mostly over the summer and some other holls, mainly special times, and she trusts me. yay...so now I have a job, Im clean with mum, Im begining to settle in school in the knowledge that if I do well in Fifth year then Im allowed go to the institute of edu (like collage) and do my leaving there, but I might stick with Hgih school, I just need to survive the next month...and not murder the bike, and when summer comes...I'll have a nice orderly life...just a job, a hobbie, and a nearly finished organised house. cool.and Im goin over to Hannah's for two weeks (WOOHOO!!!) and Im gonna bring over some coffe things and crips cos I'll have money and I'll be a nice gf (for once) and It'll be great, and I'll meet her father and aunts and uncles, and gran and they will love me cos I'll be me...on the downside they'll hate me cos well, lets face it...Im ME and I will (by then) have pink hair and an eyebrow piercing...
I love this song...
I love this song...