Azazel
I am back from councillors, finally told her bout the three ppl in my head, but she doesn't seem to understand. she think that one of em is me and the other two are the good and bad conciences and that they're what ppl call the angel and devil ont heir shoulders. the ones that give out to them when they've done something wrong. No-one's quite understood yet what Im talking bout when I talk bout them. See they all have a voice of their own in thier own heads.
At the moment, I am Azazel. the more timid one that is quiet and would also love to wipe out the earth to get some quiet and peace for once. but holds that in and listens to Placebo. I am the one who will go off and play guitar and can survive with nohing to do or say or interaction for hours and days on end. I simply dont care for human contact, it's annoying and useless. But can be enteraining at times, I will give them that.
Then there is also Liadan, the one who is more of a human person and deosn't come out too much, only when me and lestat are arguing so much we forget to control the body and liadan steals it. filthy bastard, but then, he is mostly human and wont shut up with the human worries and complaints and just gets shoved to teh back cos she annoys me and Lestat. Liadan is the one that gets confused, and hurt, and injured, the one that gets scared and lonely and suseptable to the harsh reality that is life. she is...not able to survive for long on the outside and we dont give her much oppertunaty to be there because of this.
then there is Lestat. we argue alot cos she is mostly free and pisses the hell out of me and liadan. but she's better than liadan. Liadan is quite frankly a pussy. would love to be like lestat but cant cos she's too scared of getting hurt. Lestat generally does the first thing that comes to mind. Like it was lestat who went to Lemon after a gig once and snorted sugar of all kinds, and nearly did pepper cept the only person to do it Sarah got such pain that she not only forbade us from doing it but also took the pepper away so Lestat couldn't disobey her. Lestat has no empathy, do first, think later. more hungry for flesh and more prone to bets and dares. pretty stupid too. doesn't care bout death cos as far as she knows, she's already dead if she's not having fun.
so you see, we are all quite different, carried in the body known to many as katie, but we all have our own conciences, we just react to them differently. That is all. we have made a mutual decision(very rare) to put the name of whoever is in charge of katie at the top of each blog so as we know who wrote what and dont get liadan confused. (even tho it is funny to watch the human thing suffer)
Azazel
At the moment, I am Azazel. the more timid one that is quiet and would also love to wipe out the earth to get some quiet and peace for once. but holds that in and listens to Placebo. I am the one who will go off and play guitar and can survive with nohing to do or say or interaction for hours and days on end. I simply dont care for human contact, it's annoying and useless. But can be enteraining at times, I will give them that.
Then there is also Liadan, the one who is more of a human person and deosn't come out too much, only when me and lestat are arguing so much we forget to control the body and liadan steals it. filthy bastard, but then, he is mostly human and wont shut up with the human worries and complaints and just gets shoved to teh back cos she annoys me and Lestat. Liadan is the one that gets confused, and hurt, and injured, the one that gets scared and lonely and suseptable to the harsh reality that is life. she is...not able to survive for long on the outside and we dont give her much oppertunaty to be there because of this.
then there is Lestat. we argue alot cos she is mostly free and pisses the hell out of me and liadan. but she's better than liadan. Liadan is quite frankly a pussy. would love to be like lestat but cant cos she's too scared of getting hurt. Lestat generally does the first thing that comes to mind. Like it was lestat who went to Lemon after a gig once and snorted sugar of all kinds, and nearly did pepper cept the only person to do it Sarah got such pain that she not only forbade us from doing it but also took the pepper away so Lestat couldn't disobey her. Lestat has no empathy, do first, think later. more hungry for flesh and more prone to bets and dares. pretty stupid too. doesn't care bout death cos as far as she knows, she's already dead if she's not having fun.
so you see, we are all quite different, carried in the body known to many as katie, but we all have our own conciences, we just react to them differently. That is all. we have made a mutual decision(very rare) to put the name of whoever is in charge of katie at the top of each blog so as we know who wrote what and dont get liadan confused. (even tho it is funny to watch the human thing suffer)
Azazel