Dec 31, 2006 19:33
i don't understand why i'm always the one that gets fucked over. i'm always the disposable friend, the one that doesn't mean enough to try to keep. why does my friendship mean nothing to anyone? i really don't understand. i try so hard to be a good friend. i let everyone walk all over me because i can't stand having people angry with me. i bend over backwards trying to keep my friends and i end up getting fucked over anyway. it just keeps happening over and over again. why don't i matter enough?
i am a human being. i have feelings. i should matter like everyone else.