In or Out?

[li_vara]

 Should I or should i not?

I'll list down the pros and cons..

Pros

1. I need a new environment to study; I personally do not wish to study in RP anymore, I am not motivated to go school at all. 
2. By studying in SIM, chances of me getting into SIM UNI of course is higher (not that it's very tough) and I will be exempted by 1.5 years to get a degree
3. I will not  be wasting time learning things that I am not interested at all anymore. 
4. I will not be rotting in RP and neither do I wanna waste another 1.5 years in RP!!!! I DONT WANNA BE YEAR 5 !!! -_-

Cons

1. Many people will say that I've wasted 3 years of my life in poly, as well as the money.
2. Need to spend another 9k just for a diploma 
3. School is very far away from my home
4. Might have to borrow another loan, already in one for poly sch fees

As I said in the previous post, I personally do not feel that I have wasted 3 years of my life? If I can choose all over again, yes of course i might enter SIM straight away. BUT. In this 3 years, I realise what I'm really interested in. Yes, took me so long. It's a mistake to "anyhow" get into "anyhow" courses that I can with my O level scores. It's really a mistake :(

I learnt how to really speak up, voice out my opinion without the fear of rejection or embarrassment(maybe). I really know how to do a really good presentation( CONFIDENT). Most importantly, I realise how much I hate RP and how much their study method doesn't suit me and how I wish I realise it earlier !

Haiya..

Maybe.. all this is just an excuse to get me out of this school .. I dont know! Im confused. I need to talk to someone!