Oct 19, 2004 12:39
well...last night i decided to try and fall asleep at a reasonable time...around 12. Got dressed and hopped into bed. Well...everyone had gone to bed...and i managed to close my eyes...for acouple mins. Then i woke up. Staring at what was nothing...with dull flashes circulating through the room from my cd player...i realized i couldn't sleep. I stared at darkness for about half and hour while listening to the rain. After, i once again tried to close my eyes and fall asleep. Well....it didn't work. I tossed and turned and just couldn't get comfortable. At this point..i was think about both positive and negative things. I went on thinking about this...while also listening to the rain..and aslo at some points, the windchimes outside. At around quarter after one...i tried to fall asleep. Well...i managed to close my eyes for a little while longer. But when i awoke...the rain had stopped, the wind died down. NOw at this point...i started thinking again. I was thinking of disturbing images...why, don't ask me..i tend to freak myself out sometimes. after picturing some of these images, i closed my eyes...and like a slide show...images appeared...i first saw the young girl from the exorsist...then images from our movie that we made..and then another of the girl from the ring(with their faces, decayed)....so i open my eyes and it is around 2:30...and this point, my eyes are really dried out and blinking really hurts...feels like sandpaper. So, after awhile i finally become tired. After about getting 3 hours of sleep...the same thing was happening all over again...at 6 in the morning, i could not fall back to sleep. I was awake till about 9:30...and then i fell asleep. At around quarter to 11...i finally got up.
Yes ppl...my sleeping schedule is really messed up right now. I got work tomorrow at 8...and i have been sleeping in till 1:30pm...mostly everyday. Today, went to starbucks with a whole bunch of ppl...was great fun. Was there for 3 hours. Then later that night...went for flu shots...didn't hurt...but it will tomorrow...at work :oS...hehe, i freaked out at piano last night b/c in the middle of playing my song...my cell (in my pocket) went off...and it was set on vibrate. It was my sister telling me not to go to the pool that night.
I am getting excited even more now that halloween is comming up. The hair dye that i bought will match my costume...i really want to see the game that dylan and sean are playing ( his friend sean)...and then...FIREWORKS!...woo...i cant wait. Alright...well...i think that is all i got to say right now...