::Sigh::

[lhstrumpet]

So i dug out my Hoobastank CD...and its crazy...cuz this song is really summing up how im feeling about everyone who was supposed to be important in my life...i just dont know what to do anymore

"Never There"

I'm filling up inside

Like i need to open wide

And pour my heart out to you

But i'll just get denied

And all i wanted was someone to hear what i'm going through

Everytime that i need you around

You're never there (never there)

You're never there (never there)

Because in my life is where i need you now

But you're never there (never there)

You're never there (never there)

You were supposed to see

All the signs i left to read in front of your face

You were supposed to be

The closest thing to being me

But you're the furthest away

That's because.....

Everytime that i need you around

You're never there (never there)

You're never there (never there)

Because in my life is where i need you now

But you're never there (never there)

You're never there (never there)

You're never there

And i doubt

That i will ever find out

If there's a way to get out

Of feeling all alone
Cause latley

I've been thinking

Maybe

That no one's going to save me

I'll do it on my own.....

On my own

Everytime that i need you around

You're never there (never there)

You're never there (never there)

Because in my life is where i need you now

But you're never there (never there)

You're never there (never there)

im going to bed..im sick and i feel like im gonna throw up...get up early to finish my essay...ugh

gnight