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Texas is hot and satisfying. I've always maintained that I much prefer to be cold than hot, and while that hasn't changed. I cannot deny the fact that nothing in the world feels better than a good sweat. Being dirty, tired, and smiling laughing talking with your hands smoking a cigarette among friends. In between drinks and all that would be, good except I don’t have any friends here. Jason was here for a little bit but he's gone for the summer now. Onto bigger and better things.
I’m not sure how I’m going to get my 700 done on time right now it's looking like that wont happen, but I’m ok with it.
Martha Betsy is graduating in 13 days and I’ll be there. Standing watching people walk down the steps. And for the first time I’ll actually be happy for them. I wont be there to cause drama or rant about any wrong that was done to me. It’ll just be to watch my Chiquita on her special day. It WILL however take police, handcuffs, and A LOT of force to make me miss this moment. And I will go to jail for resisting if I have to. But since ill be in a nice new suit I might just yell. That won’t happen of course. There’s no reason for it to.
My queen Megan is supposed to come in to stay with me when I get to NH in 11 days and I’m really looking forward to wrapping my arms around her beautiful body and sitting in contented silence. I haven’t touched her in two years. Since March of 07. At the hotel with Marissa Ari and of course darling Julia. That was a rough beautiful evening.
This trip is going to be good for me and even though I’m over-medicated and extremely drunk. I thought I’d tell you about it. Its put such an incredible smile on my face.
I’m not sure how I’m going to get my 700 done on time right now it's looking like that wont happen, but I’m ok with it.
Martha Betsy is graduating in 13 days and I’ll be there. Standing watching people walk down the steps. And for the first time I’ll actually be happy for them. I wont be there to cause drama or rant about any wrong that was done to me. It’ll just be to watch my Chiquita on her special day. It WILL however take police, handcuffs, and A LOT of force to make me miss this moment. And I will go to jail for resisting if I have to. But since ill be in a nice new suit I might just yell. That won’t happen of course. There’s no reason for it to.
My queen Megan is supposed to come in to stay with me when I get to NH in 11 days and I’m really looking forward to wrapping my arms around her beautiful body and sitting in contented silence. I haven’t touched her in two years. Since March of 07. At the hotel with Marissa Ari and of course darling Julia. That was a rough beautiful evening.
This trip is going to be good for me and even though I’m over-medicated and extremely drunk. I thought I’d tell you about it. Its put such an incredible smile on my face.