i had an entry about a reoccuring dream that i was having.....
http://www.livejournal.com/users/lhe06qb16/1669.html <- the link
and i think that i finally realized what the dream meant.....everything in the attic was stuff from my past. and i couldn't seem to get away from it......i just need to let it go and ignore it and trust my instincts on what i am supposed to do
i know that my past is def. messing things up for me now.