i love the sound of hail when it hits the window...........
today was pretty dang interesting......
first i woke up late had to do my hair and everything in like 10 minutes...my straightner is now shit...and i have to get a knew one!!!! got to school...second was the best part of my day!!!!
it was pretty damn funny!!!
i just wanted to be alone and not have to put up with the fake shit. i dont want sympathy from neone.....i just wanted to be inmy own little bubble doing my own thing. and i had alot of time to think about things. alot of interesting things that i had never really thought of before.
it made me feel a whole lot better.
except for when people took it as me being bitchy and giving them hella attitude..which is funny cuz noone said nething to my face but i heard about it....AGAIN this is happening...but this itme it doesnt bother me..cuz i knew it would.
it just hurts.
track was good.....i didnt get as tired doing the warm ups...but when i started the owrk out...it started to hail hella hard...beating the shit out of me!!! so me and serwaah sprinted to shelter!!!! pretty hilarious...had some slip and slide fun.
after i got home i sat outside for a little and watched the hail pound against the pavement. it was so relaxing. and the soudn of it hitting my window as i was getting ready for drill tryouts......was amazing.....nature is so wierd and interesting.
the weather is bipolar. today it was weird cuz it was changing with the emotions i was having.....it was kinda freaky...like god was trying to send me a sign or something.
ate dinner as a fam...that made me really happy......it made me feel like we were actually a family and my parents are gettign along...or atleast right now.
im tryig to figure out who i want to ask to tolo....im really excted for it but im not sure who to go with. there are some people i have in mind...but...i dunno...............its sch a hard decision.
te drillt ryout routine is AWESOME...i love it!!! and the music is great too!!!! wow..im way tooo excited!!!!
i dont know if its that i want him want him..or ifi just want him as a really good friend.....but damn he looks good!!! he just makes me soooooo incredibly happy!!!!! but i dont know how he feels.......hmmmmmm.