well, kids...
it's an entirely sad day in heidiland.
i have mono! it's terrible. worse than i ever thought it could be... just when i start thinking that i feel good enough to be out and about, i start to feel like shit all over again. i can't stand that my room is a mess, but when i start to clean it, i get all stomachachy and headachy. :(
PLUS-
i won't be able to work at the tasty treat until I feel better, and I think I'm going to lose my babysitting job too, since I don't really want to give the kids mono, and the mom is worried that i will. i can't do any "strenuous" activity- but it's not like i routinely take the kids to the gym to work out or anything. i can still take them swimming and stuff, i just can't play the whole time. whatever. the mom is going to let me know tonight.
if i've lost both of my jobs, how am i even going to pay the rent at the apartment that i'm not even living in!? the only reason that i'm here in wausau is to take that babysitting job, and if i don't have that, then why don't i go live in the apartment that is going to bankrupt me. this is terrible.
plus i just feel so bad. tired and achy all the time.
and i miss brian. just thought i'd throw that out there. i'm lonely! my friends are all gone, and even if they were in town, i wouldn't want to get them sick. i'm paranoid that this whole house is infected!
my mom is at work, too. i'm really alone here.
.:heidi:.
p.s. i hope i feel better for kari's wedding next weekend. brian is coming and i bought a cute dress and i'll be totally bummed if i don't feel good enough to go. there isn't an icon big enough to express my feelings about that :(
i have mono! it's terrible. worse than i ever thought it could be... just when i start thinking that i feel good enough to be out and about, i start to feel like shit all over again. i can't stand that my room is a mess, but when i start to clean it, i get all stomachachy and headachy. :(
PLUS-
i won't be able to work at the tasty treat until I feel better, and I think I'm going to lose my babysitting job too, since I don't really want to give the kids mono, and the mom is worried that i will. i can't do any "strenuous" activity- but it's not like i routinely take the kids to the gym to work out or anything. i can still take them swimming and stuff, i just can't play the whole time. whatever. the mom is going to let me know tonight.
if i've lost both of my jobs, how am i even going to pay the rent at the apartment that i'm not even living in!? the only reason that i'm here in wausau is to take that babysitting job, and if i don't have that, then why don't i go live in the apartment that is going to bankrupt me. this is terrible.
plus i just feel so bad. tired and achy all the time.
and i miss brian. just thought i'd throw that out there. i'm lonely! my friends are all gone, and even if they were in town, i wouldn't want to get them sick. i'm paranoid that this whole house is infected!
my mom is at work, too. i'm really alone here.
.:heidi:.
p.s. i hope i feel better for kari's wedding next weekend. brian is coming and i bought a cute dress and i'll be totally bummed if i don't feel good enough to go. there isn't an icon big enough to express my feelings about that :(