Ohh, that familiar feeling...
Life is good. School is challenging, work has stupid drama, and the seasons are changing. This makes me depressed, as usual. Not the life being good thing, obviously, much more the season change. So, I'll be lonely and bummed out on and off throughout the season. I honestly think I have seasonal affect depression or something, because honestly, I don't think anyone would cheer me up for the long term. It's like waterproofing a piece of wood then trying to soak it, it takes a lot of water and a lot of time to make any progress.
I'll be fine eventually. I go home on December 20th. My heart screams for the sands of Hanalei Bay and Tunnels beach. My shoulders are sore from massage and desk work, my bp is very slowly falling, and my weight has plateaued for now.
...Some time later.
I think my TV broke. Fuck. Now I get the headache of wrestling with the warranty company to get it fixed/replaced. I get audio, but the video freezes, gets grainy then slowly fades out. I have it unplugged for now. I'll leave it like that for a few hours then check on it. Damnit.
I'll be fine eventually. I go home on December 20th. My heart screams for the sands of Hanalei Bay and Tunnels beach. My shoulders are sore from massage and desk work, my bp is very slowly falling, and my weight has plateaued for now.
...Some time later.
I think my TV broke. Fuck. Now I get the headache of wrestling with the warranty company to get it fixed/replaced. I get audio, but the video freezes, gets grainy then slowly fades out. I have it unplugged for now. I'll leave it like that for a few hours then check on it. Damnit.