It's Been A While....
Well I've talked to 2 people about this awkward situation tonight... thanx guys. I've been saying how I don't want a boyfriend. I'm not ready.... but there is a guy.... I liked him last year. When I met him on of my friends came up to me and was like WTF you BETTER not like him, cuz I do! (ok, maybe not a "friend") and she had a boyfriend.... So me and him talked, but casually and it didn't last.
One night recently he was drunk and sent me an IM that was complete gibberish, and I responded with: WHAT?!?! And we got to talking and decided to hang out that next night. We hung out and hit it off.... and we've been hooking up since (don't worry... just kissing) but yea.....
So then I was talking to him tonight. We actually talk through text everynight. And he's supposed to come tomorrow night to the dorm to play pong. It'll be fun. Ali is coming too so it should be awesome. And so he was saying how he's bringing 2 friends and we were trying to hook one of them up w/ one of my friends, and I asked about the other and was like: oh he's not looking? and he's like: nah.... but I found a girl. She's really cool, but she thinks she's gonna beat me in beer pong... it's kinda sad! ....so I was like: AWESOME!!! he likes me! and then he was makin fun of me for always passing out everywhere BUT my bed... and I was saying cuz I usually get all nice when I'm drunk and offer my bed to everyone lol.... and then I was like, well I rather sleep on the floor alone than in a bed w/ a random guy.... cuz that's what a lot of girls do in college. lol
and so he was like, yeahhhh, my ex was one of those girls and that's why she's my ex. And so then he said: relationships in college don't last. I've been too close to people where they were fine and then college came around and there was too much drama and it ruined them... they just don't last!
And then I was bummed.....! I mean I totally agree that relationships in college rarely last, especially if the ppl r in 2 different colleges! But WHY say that to someone ur hooking up w/ ya know?!? So now I have TOTALLY mixed messages. So I didn't answer him for like an hr and then I finally said: "sucks" and that's it.....
What do I DO!?!?! aaaahhhh. I need advice. I just have no idea, and I know nobody else can make a decision for me and I wouldn't want them to,,,,, but I need people's input on the situation. Because although it's just kissing, I don't wanna keep things going if it's not going anywhere.. I'm not that type of person....
I'll let you know how 2morrow night goes........