get to know me better..

[lfusco]

so for some reason i feel the need to share some facts about myself. i really dont know y, im just compelled to do so.. so yeah, if u wanna get to know me better, i guess reading this is a start...(btw, this is the extact same thing written in my latest myspace blog entry)

i strive for the best
but the worst seems to find me
i have many goals to achieve
all of which are dumb
and stupid
but if they happen ill be one happy girl

i appriciate the simple things in life
the things which go unnoticed by most
big things dont impress me
just the small things that show u care
like going out of ur way to say hi
an extra big hug or smile
being sung to
being held closely
or just sitting and taking with me for hours on end
those are some simple things that i love
it truly shows u care
which makes me care about u that much more

ive been classified as emo
alternative
a weird kid
a poser
preppy
a drama kid
and been mistaken for a baker girl once (ahh)
basically theres no one way to classify me
im just me

i love to flirt
half the time i dont notice when im flirting
ive been called a tease
(multiple times)
but i dont try to be

i like people being straightforward
im not a fan of playing games
let the ppl u care about know
tell them u love them
tell them u care about them
dont let them go
dont be afraid of them knowing how much u care
cause chances r they care about u just as much

im not afraid of many things
just big spiders and death
big spiders becuase theyre creepy
and death because its death
it frightens me beyond beliefe
im afraid because it could happen at any moment
one second youre there
the next youre gone
and u didnt even have the chance to say goodbye

i like to play things by ear
being spontanious leads to the best moments in life
i always try to live in the moment
to make the best of the time i have
i try not to think about my past
but instead to learn from my mistakes
just not dwell on them

i love boys
not much else to it
every1 who knows me knows that
boys r amazing
i like boys more than girls
(both on the friend and relationship level)

girls can be way too bitchy
they talk about u behind ur back
and i hate that
if i have a problem with some1 i tell them
i dont hide it
thats how most guys r too
and i like that
plus, boys r hott
which i like a lot too
however there r always exceptions to this
there r the cool non-bitchy girls out there
and the bitchy guys out there too
basically i choose my friends wisely

and lastly
im a hopeless romantic
so im convinced love concurs all
and that love will always find a way