ugh...boys...
i need to get few things off my chest...if u all feel like reading then go ahead, if not then stop reading...now...
so basically i have massive feelings for some1, and i know i shouldnt. the fact that i care about him soo much is just bad, and i'll only get hurt from it. the thing is...i dont think i will ever COMPLETELY stop caring. which is good i guess, cause hes an awesome guy. buuuut at the same time it sucks more than anything cause we will only be friends.
i know i must sound like an 11 year old girl right now who complains about the boy she likes all the time and all that shit. but its really a complicated situation. if i go into too many details then it wil be more than obvious as to who its about. (even tho if he reads this, theres a good chance he will at least assume its about him)
basically i cant stop wondering "what if.." about me and him. i feel like we would work on a higher level, but neither of us would own up to that, or admit to it (to the other)
and then boy #2 (haha) is just an ass, and i want to kill him. i thought we were cool, thought we were friends....guess not. i could care less tho, cause im sick of immature guys. its rediculous...
k, thats all for now....its been a long day of work and im sleepy...
night
<3 Laura