bad kid?
ok, so im basically feeling shitty as hell right now, and i hate it.
ive SUCH a bad couple weeks that its insane....im talking ppl i love dying, ex's being violent towards me, and to top it off i have some fucked up thing in the back of my head that causes MASSIVE pain (and theres talk of it being a tumor....WTF?!?)
i just couldnt deal with this shit anymore, soooooo instead of me turning back to my old ways (which im very glad i didnt) i poured a glass of rasberry ice crystal light, and then poured some vodka into that....yeah i know, it was stupid of me for doing it....but trust me, its better than what i used to do and i just needed something to help me through shit. i have sort of a buzz right now, but not drunk...
when is something good gonna happen to me?? thats all i want to know...
<3 Laura