Baby Boy!

[lftoverpotatoes]

Well just so ya'll know everything is goin really good with the baby, it's a lil boy... He definately has a PENIS! However with me, my blood pressure has been high and i now have to take my meds two times a day. And im going to the doctor every two weeks instead of 4 cuz its gettin closer to my due date, then when the time gets even closer i'll go

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[anonymous]

Well being that my name keeps getting mentioned in here also, maybe I should say whats on my mind. I might piss a few people off with what I have to say but what the hell. First off, all of this bullshit name calling and people trying to get under peoples skin is ridiculous. We all have fucked up in our lives and made decisions that we regret. If anyone should no that it would be me. If we judge people for the mistakes that they have made rather than the changes they have made not to keep repeating those mistakes, we would all live a very unhappy life. I know have said things just out of anger and I regret them. The things that I have said I can never take back, and what did it do? Nothing but leave the person I said them to hurt, and leave me with even more regrets than I had before.

Being that jessika seems to be the topic around here, she is a great mother to shey. As far as with sierra and cole, she did what most women her age would never even think about doing. Yes she struggled for a long time, but SHE TRIED. before I moved back here we had a talk and she told me that she seen how she was with them and me and even with shey. She was overwhelmed and truly regreted it. If nobody else can see that, I dont know what to tell you. After I had gotten back here, she had gotten 1000 times better. I could see the change. So what she would get annoyed with them. I DO and I am thier father. I got annoyed with shey and at times didnt treat her the way that I should have, does that make a bad person. Takeing on someone elses kid/kids is a very hard task. look at my dad and Mary....All the shit that they go through and have went though in the past over kids. If anyone on here would like to argue about this with me let me know, and I will argue all day long. Jaime, I have talked to jess and all she was trying to do was let you know that she does miss you and she regrets the way that things happened. I guess a Big part of the reason that things between you 2 happened the way they did was because of me. She wanted to try to work things out and I was having a problem with the 2 of you being so close again. An insecurity on my part. Another one of my regrets. I wish I would have just seen things for what they were, and not have been looking so far into things. But all I seen is you 2 being ex's and could handle that. I am truly sorry, its just another thing that I have fucked up. I seem to do that a lot anymore. anyways I am going to end this by saying that I am done.....writing this has made me think more than ever. I cant handle my own regrets. just do me one thing. remember that I love you all.

Mark

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[anonymous]

This is all getting blown out of hand. Everyone knows what happend and everyone knows what is going on. Everyone is hurt, that is what this is all about. But everything is also in the past and nothing will ever be forgotten as everybody knows, everyone said a lot of shit that they didnt mean including me. Everything that i have said to anyone is only out of frustration and anger, just the same for all of you. But i have no regrets never live your life in regret because it will only bring you down and keep you from the future. Nothing will ever be the same with anyone, i think everybody knows that. Jessika i honestly dont hate you but its the only thing i can say to make myself believe that i dont care. All of us are just people that fuck up i think all of us can agree to that, some fuck up more then others and worse then others but whatever its just how it is. I just wanted to let you know that i dont hate you but it doenst make anything differnt. Marky I love you too. I used to love you more then anything but sometimes were so blinded by the people we look up to we just dont see it. But im not a little girl any more and i understand now. I will never forget that night at the bowling allie, no matter how hard i try sometimes it will never escape my mind, just as the feeling of all the shit that happend after that. The only thing i can say to that is you let me down. Nothing unusual it happens every day in my life, but again its just life. I love you and the kids so much, so i just look past the past and try to look into the future but remember i never forget. Im not trying to bash on you, but i have never told you how i feel about anything because i dont want to let you down, but now that the truth is comming out for everyone, why not for me too? Jaime i love you more then anything in this world, and remember just as it always has been no matter what you chose to do with your life i will always be by you 100% because ur my sister and your all iv got. Even tho i am your little sister i will always be looking out for you and sticking up for you no matter if your wrong or right remember that. And Lukey as long as you love my sister and your two beautiful kids we dont have any problems, I love that girl the deserves the world remember that. Karen im sorry everything has to come out like this but sometimes ... what can ya do? I think that your a wonderful person, and i dont know what you and marky have been doing with those kids but let me tell you i have never seen them so happy. They mean so much to me. Everytime they are around me i just cant help but smile, because for the first time in a long time they seem not to have any wories ... that means a lot. Well i really dont have much mroe to say but if anyone as any comments to what i said then ... I dont know.
Leash

[anonymous]

I think it is time you made a serious choice here....Karen has been better to those kids than even their own mother, they are happy and in a stable environment. If you play around with two women (not saying you are because I don't know) then expect those kids to lose. Either you are going to give up what you have now and go back to an old situation where you would probably lose those kids and with that I mean with Jessika those kids were miserable ...you and everyone else knows this. She has done nothing but cause havoc in this family and she is not welcome here ever again. No one can make that choice but you, however, it's not fair to anyone if you are not honest with yourself.......Someone who will play a little girl to get people to feel sorry for them needs serious help...does she not realize how hard that is on poor shey?..We all opened our hearts to her and then she was yanked away several times...trust me it will not happen again to her. She is the most adorable,loving little girl and deserves better. She can't understand why people drop in and out of her life...just think how confusing that would be! Is she going to think it is her fault someday if it keeps happening to her? yes she will....so stop playing games..say good bye to the past and work on the future...when we have our kids it is our responsibility to put them first.....well without creating monsters like I have (haha).......there has to be a happy medium somewhere......hopefully everyone can go on from here and start fresh....I love my family and it makes me sick to see this mixed up mess........
love
Mom/Mary Kay

[alilsunshinefun]

I know I've been way wrong these last few years... it's too bad none of you will ever know just how much I've grown... I am human you haven't been the perfect parent yourself and I am still young and learning haven't exactly had the best role models in my life... the one thing I don't understand is why this is all my fault no one has held Markie up to what he's done wrong... I don't know what's going on... no matter what everyone ever believes I love those kids and always will... I wish I could have shown them that more... I'm glad to see someone has stepped up in their life and is making a positive difference... Markie still says he wants us to be together but I know don't think that will ever happen... and the main reason is the lies... and hurt we've both caused each other I hope he learns to be honest with himself and others... he swears to me he has no contact what so ever with Karen... regardless I hope he finds himself and someone who can make him happy and give those kids everything they've always deserved!

[anonymous]

thats what counceling if for...has she ever thought of that?

[anonymous]

who needs counseling??