Its way to fuckin cold in this library

[lfoxxyangel]

so im sitting here in the library doing my study hours... and yes i was studying. Im takin a lil break right now. I dont know what to do about Jake and I started thinking about it. So what i dont know is if we are "together" or what. I mean he stood me up on Saturday. At least he could have called but no. He didnt. I felt so abandonded and worthless but then I realized that I cant let a guy get to me like that otherwise I will never get anywhere in life.

He is sweet and all but im not sure if he is dependable... So right now I am debating on if I will call him tonight, and If i want to hang out with him. *Sigh* It seems like another valentinesless year...

oh well another one for the books. Ok now I go back to studying.