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so things arent getting much better in my world. i think theyve gotten worse. i dont know whats going on with one of my friends and its really bothering me. she wont talk to me about it so i dont know how to help. its really bothering me and i almost want to cry. im glad my other friends are here to try and help me understand. im very grateful. i dont know what else to say. theres not really much else to say. ive got so much scrambling around in my head and i dont want to write it down here cause i dont want to get into trouble. i wouldnt really know what to say neway. its just a big blob. oh well. i hope things get better soon. i cant take much more of this shit. with all my love i will stop here. i love u guys!