pissed
i just want to cry. roll up in a ball and cry. this sucks. life in general sucks. it makes absolutly no sense. i wish i could be a social person and just float from party to party and fit in everywhere. but i dont. i didnt want to leave u alone. im sry. i didnt want u to feel like the third wheel.like i feel sometimes. its not cool and i dont want u to b mad at me either. i didnt know i was getting on your nerves that much that u wanted me to leave. ill just stay home next time cause i dont feel like i fit in anywhere. amanda has preston, kari has ted and teresa has angie and jenny and i have u. if u still want to be my best friend that is. i will b more social if thats what it takes. im sry if all this has upset u or dissapointed u in any way. its still me im trying to change. i love you!