Circuit 10 [Loss]

Feb 26, 2010 14:44

. . . . North and Shockwave are gone. Their ID's are off the network.

[The tone comes off as neutral, like a good little robot's voice would, but there's a unique undercurrent of depression in her tone.]

It is very . . . odd, to be able to experience this sensation of loss. I have never had to deal with losing someone before. Miss someone, certainly ( Read more... )

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internalcage February 27 2010, 07:32:50 UTC
Its... hard at first to let go. I'm sorry.

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lfetimewarranty February 28 2010, 02:43:45 UTC
A new experience for me, at least.

[She's not sure she wants to see them again, either. Because they'll have forgotten.]

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internalcage February 28 2010, 02:53:25 UTC
But, you did experience some good memories with them, yes?

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lfetimewarranty February 28 2010, 03:31:25 UTC
I did. But I have never had to deal with truly losing someone before... The feeling is not pleasant.

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internalcage February 28 2010, 04:23:46 UTC
That's good and I would have to agree with the feeling.

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lfetimewarranty March 1 2010, 21:06:44 UTC
[A small noise.] Knowing versus experiencing, I suppose.

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internalcage March 2 2010, 01:13:21 UTC
[There's a small sigh.] I lost an uncle of mine when I was a kid.

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lfetimewarranty March 2 2010, 01:30:54 UTC
I'm sorry for your loss.

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internalcage March 2 2010, 01:44:10 UTC
Thanks, even if that was a long time ago.

I'm sorry to take your mind away from your friends.

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lfetimewarranty March 2 2010, 01:50:28 UTC
No, it is all right. The distraction is... good.

You and your uncle were close?

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internalcage March 2 2010, 01:58:51 UTC
Yes. He lived with my family for a bit when I was young.

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lfetimewarranty March 2 2010, 18:54:53 UTC
What... how did he pass, if I may ask? And how did you get over it?

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internalcage March 3 2010, 02:00:48 UTC
I.. can't exactly remember how. It happened so many years ago and I must have tuned it out from shock.

[There's a pause, as if he was hesitant on saying how he coped.]

As for dealing, I stayed a mental hospital and the process was long.

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