Monika is over
I need to get back to school mode. So there I was in the wrong classroom yesterday and then realizing it was Monday and not wednesday, lol. Damn.
Last week on Wednesday after politics class I met up with Carlos and Monica, and moniKa in times square. We stood there for a while, lol, I am not sure what the purpose was... and then i asked and Monica said let's start walking downtown. There was a little argument over some missing cigarettes... in which MoniKa looked kept asking Monica about them even after realizing she didn't have them. god damn, just buy another pack, or better yet, stop smoking. I mean, arguing and fighting won't solve anything. And although I don't want to sound insensitive- bc i know how expensive cigarettes are... but at the end of my day after working/school for more than 12 hours- trust me, i won't put up with crap.
I gave Monica the newspaper of 1992 about the Peace Agreement of El Salvador that I found among my things when i moved... She gave me a hug and told me she appreciated it very much. I nearly melted in times square- hehehe. Although the first hug of the evening that she gave me melted me too- I felt her entired body pressing against me, lol, so that was nice. The other moniKa (with K) didn't understood how important those documents are... or what they mean to me and Monica. She was acting all rude about what was the big deal over some old newspapers... and I just wanted to smack her. I remember when that newspaper came out and all over the news- how hopeful everyone was... that it was over... all the war... maybe we can now sleep at night.
Then Monika asked me why I don't call her, lol and i said bc I am busy and plus I don't have your number. And then she is like, you can trust me LOL and I laughed and was like I don't think so! LOL.
Then Monika spoke about her life and what fun things she does.... which doesn't really sound fun to me at all. According to her she parties a lot and goes to fancy drinking spots and meets famous folks... and I am not a bit impressed by that lifestyle. I was like... that's an empty life in my opinion. Monica had her arm around me so when MoniKa asked what did you said... she squeeze my shoulder and said she said that you have an interesting- the things that you do. I was mad at Monika's lack of understanding about the newspapers and her wanna show-off lifestyle that in my opinion is completely sad. I just find meaning in other things- and so we are just different. So i was like, i whispered to myself that it sounds like an empty life and I don't care...
Then Monika took us to this fancy place for drinks and we all look really out of place bc we did not have formal attire. And Monika was just mean throughout the whole evening. Like Carlos offered monica his drink and MoniKa was like NO, don't drink that... blah blah blah blah... and kept pushing away Carlos' drink... and I just looked at her like what the hell is your problem. I got so pissed that I got up an announced that I was leaving- fuck this bullshit. I am tired and I have to sit there and watch you give condencending attitude to Carlos, fuck you. Monica and Carlos said to sit back down and that we were leaving soon- and I told them that I was tired and had a lot of homework. We left the space shortly afterwards.
Carlos and I were going home and Monica said she wanted to go with us. I got all excited bc then we can like hang out a little bit more. and Monika got all damn possesive and like NO, SHE IS STAYING WITH ME. And I looked at her and was like, lol, Monica can make her own decisions, if she wants to go with us then she can go with us! lol she is an adult, damn. And Monika turned to us and was like I won't let you come up to my apartment and we like, well Monica we'll wait for you downstairs. Monica accused Monika of acting childish. And Monika kept saying something you wasting your time because Monica is staying with me. And it made me so angry. I was like, she doesn't want to stay! And i want to hang out with her! I was like, don't be selfish I don't get to see monica a lot and I wanna hang out with her... at which point Monika came up to me and pushed me, yeh! pushed me!! And I was like DON'T TOUCH ME and she came up to my face and was like I DON'T CARE. Carlos was like OK... and just moved me aside. I was too shock that this situation was happening and her lack of maturity that I think I just gave her a dirty look. I decided to shut up and move back because I was reading to snap and dig that bitch's eyes out or something. Which wouldn't have happened bc she is bigger than me and woulda brake me like a twig ahahhaha. but can you believe it... how dare you touch me- how dare you talk to me like that... who the fuck do you think you are... and you have no right to make decisions for someone else... you are a fucking mean jealous possesive bitch and I don't like you.
I am not interested in ever hanging out with her. So next time monica is in town, i will tell her- I am not going to be disrespected like that so I refuse to hang out with people like Monika with K. I choose my friends and she is not someone I want to be friends with- I do not have time for this bullshit.
Of course, this is my interpretation of the evening. MoniKa's accounts might give her more credits as quality of a human being.
-mina
Last week on Wednesday after politics class I met up with Carlos and Monica, and moniKa in times square. We stood there for a while, lol, I am not sure what the purpose was... and then i asked and Monica said let's start walking downtown. There was a little argument over some missing cigarettes... in which MoniKa looked kept asking Monica about them even after realizing she didn't have them. god damn, just buy another pack, or better yet, stop smoking. I mean, arguing and fighting won't solve anything. And although I don't want to sound insensitive- bc i know how expensive cigarettes are... but at the end of my day after working/school for more than 12 hours- trust me, i won't put up with crap.
I gave Monica the newspaper of 1992 about the Peace Agreement of El Salvador that I found among my things when i moved... She gave me a hug and told me she appreciated it very much. I nearly melted in times square- hehehe. Although the first hug of the evening that she gave me melted me too- I felt her entired body pressing against me, lol, so that was nice. The other moniKa (with K) didn't understood how important those documents are... or what they mean to me and Monica. She was acting all rude about what was the big deal over some old newspapers... and I just wanted to smack her. I remember when that newspaper came out and all over the news- how hopeful everyone was... that it was over... all the war... maybe we can now sleep at night.
Then Monika asked me why I don't call her, lol and i said bc I am busy and plus I don't have your number. And then she is like, you can trust me LOL and I laughed and was like I don't think so! LOL.
Then Monika spoke about her life and what fun things she does.... which doesn't really sound fun to me at all. According to her she parties a lot and goes to fancy drinking spots and meets famous folks... and I am not a bit impressed by that lifestyle. I was like... that's an empty life in my opinion. Monica had her arm around me so when MoniKa asked what did you said... she squeeze my shoulder and said she said that you have an interesting- the things that you do. I was mad at Monika's lack of understanding about the newspapers and her wanna show-off lifestyle that in my opinion is completely sad. I just find meaning in other things- and so we are just different. So i was like, i whispered to myself that it sounds like an empty life and I don't care...
Then Monika took us to this fancy place for drinks and we all look really out of place bc we did not have formal attire. And Monika was just mean throughout the whole evening. Like Carlos offered monica his drink and MoniKa was like NO, don't drink that... blah blah blah blah... and kept pushing away Carlos' drink... and I just looked at her like what the hell is your problem. I got so pissed that I got up an announced that I was leaving- fuck this bullshit. I am tired and I have to sit there and watch you give condencending attitude to Carlos, fuck you. Monica and Carlos said to sit back down and that we were leaving soon- and I told them that I was tired and had a lot of homework. We left the space shortly afterwards.
Carlos and I were going home and Monica said she wanted to go with us. I got all excited bc then we can like hang out a little bit more. and Monika got all damn possesive and like NO, SHE IS STAYING WITH ME. And I looked at her and was like, lol, Monica can make her own decisions, if she wants to go with us then she can go with us! lol she is an adult, damn. And Monika turned to us and was like I won't let you come up to my apartment and we like, well Monica we'll wait for you downstairs. Monica accused Monika of acting childish. And Monika kept saying something you wasting your time because Monica is staying with me. And it made me so angry. I was like, she doesn't want to stay! And i want to hang out with her! I was like, don't be selfish I don't get to see monica a lot and I wanna hang out with her... at which point Monika came up to me and pushed me, yeh! pushed me!! And I was like DON'T TOUCH ME and she came up to my face and was like I DON'T CARE. Carlos was like OK... and just moved me aside. I was too shock that this situation was happening and her lack of maturity that I think I just gave her a dirty look. I decided to shut up and move back because I was reading to snap and dig that bitch's eyes out or something. Which wouldn't have happened bc she is bigger than me and woulda brake me like a twig ahahhaha. but can you believe it... how dare you touch me- how dare you talk to me like that... who the fuck do you think you are... and you have no right to make decisions for someone else... you are a fucking mean jealous possesive bitch and I don't like you.
I am not interested in ever hanging out with her. So next time monica is in town, i will tell her- I am not going to be disrespected like that so I refuse to hang out with people like Monika with K. I choose my friends and she is not someone I want to be friends with- I do not have time for this bullshit.
Of course, this is my interpretation of the evening. MoniKa's accounts might give her more credits as quality of a human being.
-mina